regardless i think everyone agrees the OP after just 9 months training and very amateurish stats is far from ready to mess with an advanced compound like tren.
Couldn't have said it better.....reminds me of Taylor Wooton, the baseball player in Texas who juiced and then killed himself. His father made MacGuire cry in the congressional steroid Mitchell Report hearings in that movie "Bigger Faster Stronger." I'm doing my 1st tren cycle and I'm about 8 cycles deep and have a degree focused on exercise physiology and nutrition. I can remember my 1st time going higher than 300 mgs of test and I felt crazy. I can't imagine being 21 on tren. I don't think some people realize how foreign some anabolic compounds are. Tren is exponentially more androgenic and anabolic than test.
Keep us posted kid!