To use roids... that is the question.

[MohawkMuscle]

I used to use roids when I was younger... 18-21 years old. I loved the way it made me feel. Full, huge, powerful, and very outgoing. I was 230lbs at 18years old.

I am now 26 years old and have been clean ever since. Well I did 1 fina cycle for 6 weeks to see how it felt again. I blew up to 245lbs! Had the good feeling again.

I am thinking about actually doing many cycles during the year like I used to before. Im 220lbs now but I feel just normal.
Im pretty strong, but not the same as when I was juicing..

People say we are in this sport for health and to look and feel good. Thats all find and dandy but wouldnt training be more fun when your gaining muscle my the week and getting stronger daily?

I workout because it is fun. Not really for health reasons but that does help.

Im thinking about learning basic cycling to help me reach 250lbs again.. (okay-okay 245lbs).
Im not into spending all my money.. (I now am married with a child and building a house) But I want that feeling again. Its so hard to do it naturally.. Im not Skip Lacour or even Havoc for that matter. I can gain weight but I get fat too. When I diet I know I lose muscle so I end up looking basically the same.

Ijust think looking better then average is just fine, but looking much better then average is better.

 

[Nathan]

Well, I agree. So juice! Juice dammit!
Why the hell not? Just don't bankrupt your family.

 

[MohawkMuscle]

hehe,

I may give fina a try again. I have the "solution" and the tabs are not exspensive at all...

 

[MohawkMuscle]

Well Ive decided to do another cycle with fina and test.

I used winstrol last time but I really feel it may be a waste of money.

Last cycle was 50mg of fina EOD
Test 200mg per week.

Clomid was 300mgs the first day ...
100mgs everyday for the next 10 days ...
50mgs a day for the final 10 days.

I still lost almost all size

This cycle I was going to stick with the same dosage... But hoe can I keep the gains? Or at least some?

hmmm now if I can only find good test in canada..... hmmmmmm....

 

[Nathan]

That was not at all subtle bro.

 

[MohawkMuscle]

I tried...

 

[FatChops]

hey mohawkmuscle, well how are your diet, and most important how is your diet when you come off?? That might play a big role in how you develop and how not to loose so much size. just my 2cents
Good luck mohawkmuscle

Fatchops

 

[MohawkMuscle]

Well when I started my appetite was through the roof!!! calories were maybe 2500-3000...(I usually eat 2000-2300)

when I stopped I think I went on a diet to get leaner,,,,


But lately I feel like Im getting weaker! is turning 26 really that bad!? lol