I'll make this short and sweet too, and listen to me cause I know what it's like to be the fat kid in highschool and never get laid..... i was 325, 6'4" and depressed...i turned it around before grad and with some ephidrine and cardio and borderline starvation and brought myself to 230lbs.....your self confidence will slowly return, but your strength right now is naturally going to start heading through the roof, trust me, it's a slow start but in 6 months it'll be night and day and you'll be so much stronger and you'll see much more muscle def....and let me tell you whatelse sucks, not getting laid cause even though you're slim now, girls still remember the big you, i know all about this. Now here is the good part, read everything you can and learn....learn how to lift properly, eat right......people forget that sex in highschool (or on a gram of test) is priority one 24/7........and here's something i wish someone told me...highschool sex is soooo over rated, so much work so much effort, these my friend are not the best years of your life, perhaps for the people who get fat and settle into low-income jobs upon graduation but i'll tell you first hand that university / college are by far the best years of your life (well definatly of mine thus far)..... work out hard for the next couple years, you'll be so jacked, eat right, train right.....you'll get to school and life will be good... plus university and college girls are so much fun...they're out of the house for the first time and ready to cut loose, no exxageration here.... there's so many of them you'll get dizzy looking around, and they'll only know good looking, in-shape you....fat you will only be remembered in your head and depressing family photos..... seriously brother, so much fun ahead of yourself it's silly... also read up on the pct forum here and tell me if you want to deal with those side effects when you come off in comination with a low self esteem, along with dealing with the day to day highschool drama.....but really though, you're talking to a guy who shopped for his clothes and looked for shirts long enough to cover purple stretch marks on his pasty white fat arms at the same time making sure the shirts wern't showing off too much clevage..... you should be proud that you've come so far already and just enjoy your last 2 years of highschool, cause they'll get good.... sorry if this post seems to ramble but there'll be people out there who can imagine what you went and are going though which is fine whatever but there are those few out there like myself who went through it and understand so completley it still hurts years later.....save the juice untiil your older, for now read everything you can and be an ifbb pro in the training and nutrition department... good luck