classic BIGorexia.
im a victim also, but like others said, its not neccessarily a bad thing. keeps me motivated.
haha, reminds me of the last time i was in local hooters bar, it was closing time and a few of my freinds knew the girls there. we walk in and they come up to us and are like "damn, so whos the vin diesel looking mofo there?" i turn and look behind me, they start laughing, and say "ok muscles, play it off then." shit, put a smile on my face.