test only cycles

[the_only_sepe]

I recently did 250-500mg. week enanthate cycle, put on 15-20lb. first cycle, did clomid therapy, now I am back down where I started, weight wise,, but know I am bigger than b4, shouldnt I have kept more lb.? maybe its the depression hindering my appetite, looks like its going to be juice 4 life, I feel fucking better than ever while on, yes test is the best antidepressant

stats b4 cycle, 175 5'11" 8%
2 months after 180 6ft, actually grew no bs. 8%bf

I know if you want to put on any size youve got to ditch the depression, I am at the point where I would just shoot 250 every 2 weeks just to be happy and keep my mass. btw I am an aspiring fitness model, with much mass needed.

I know some poeple say, test only and you lose it all, then youve got the others saying its all the same, you just gain and lose more water with test.

 

[Dooley]

I'll bump for ya

 

[zap]

This is the second thread I've seen from you mentioning depression. Clinical depression is nothing to play with bro. If you really feel that bad, please go see somebody. It's nothing to be embarrassed about, and you may end up feeling better.

You also mention that anti-depressants kill your appetite. You may not need them. Maybe you just have some things you need to talk about. You'd never know it either. I used to be a stone wall, acting like nothing ever bothered me. It doesn't work. The psyche will allways balance itself out. Did you see the episode of Sienfeld where everybody was saying "Serenity Now"? It kind of makes my point.

As far as using test as an anti-depressant, I read a study on here about some doctors using just for that reason. 200 mg. t-enanthate for 12+ months, no sides, no anti e's. Maybe by some strange twist of fate, you stumbled onto the medication you needed to feel better. But that decision needs to be made by a doctor. Anyway, good luck to you bro, I've been there and I feel for you. Drop me a line if you need to talk.

Peace

 

[johnboy]

did you have excessive body fat before the cycle ?

If so then maybe you lost weight in BF and not all muscle. In all cases you are going to lose muscle but if you do it right then the muscle loss will be minimal. 1. Be sure and taper off the drug slowly. 2. Make sure you hit clomid hard after the cycle. I don't remember how long after the last shot of eth before you start clomid but when you do start clomid remember its 6pills the first day then 2/day for 2 weeks the 1day for 1-2 weeks (this is 50mg tabs). Good luck bro.

 

[jstrong20]

maybe its the depression hindering my appetite, looks like its going to be juice 4 life, I feel fucking better than ever while on, yes test is the best antidepressant

Well I think thats your problem right their. You must eat properly post cycle no matter what. When ever I get sick and lose my appetite I always lose alot of size so I think its as simple as next time force feed yourself and you probably won't lose your gains.

 

[the_only_sepe]

I did have a little crash when I came off, but the appetite goes to shit when you combine low test levels with depression