i havent been on EF in awhile but it sounds like your going through hell bro...ive been seeing a therapist for about 2-3 months and its really helped...the lexapro is doing a decent job too but its not "amazing" I hope you get wellHumanTarget said:it's why i continue to do drugs now. fuck, if it weren't for the fact that i can take a pill and feel better, hell, i would have painted my walls with my brain by now.