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I have been juicing for 13yrs. the last 5 more on than off. I had to take 6 months off due to PAncreatitis,possibly due to GH, and swollen liver with what they called "spots" they did extensive tests and biopsy all turned out benign.
Body Crashed hard in these months. Turned into a fat bodied shadow of my former self. Stopped everything which included Clen, Cytomel, GH Zaditen, Proviron, Arimidex, and Anabolics - Test, Tren, Masteron, and whatever else.
My sex drive has not been the same in a few years whether on or off - even when I'm on a 1G of Test a week (my max) I am not all that horny. obv. when I went off my hormones went nuts. My test levels three months later was like 120 which i was surprised it was even that high. I gained a ton of body fat (I had maintaned 7% or less for years) Now please understand when I look back I know I was over the edge I abused Cytomel, GH and Clen. I was never crazy with the dosages. During the off period I couldn't care less about sex. You could have paraded hundreds of Nude Playmates past me and I would choose sleep instead.
My liver went back to normal and I couldn't take what I looked like anymore so I went back on early Dec. I have started slow 400Mg Prop. 350 Deca 350 Eq with 50Mg Win tab (first 4 weeks have already cut them out)
Started Test 350 - 700mgs - last week. also started GH last week 3.5 iu - no clen, no cytomel. also 10mg Nolvadex.
My questions are these - what the hell is with me - I don't really care about sex all that much anymore. I mean more than b4 but not like I should. Yes, I'm married for 5 yrs. but the wife is young and hot and spanish (yes!) I don't want to find her with the gardner one day or worse. I read on another board that Nolva. affects sex drive - is this true? WHy so - isn't Nolva rec. for PCT to help jump start system? It doesn't stop production of Estrogen its just a blocker. What about Arimidex? Could the GH after all this time be affecting Prolactin levels -(which were normal three months ago BTW) Could it be my thyroid ? I mean I am still fat after 4 weeks on but I'm improving, so I don't think the thyroid is shot. What can I do to help myself here. Maybe its just the monotony of the same person - I don't know.
I was going to a good doctor (one that Dave Palumbo uses saw his name on the sign in sheet one day) but he is way too far away for me.
Does anyone know a doctor in the NYC area that knows about this shit. I hate going to clueless doctors who know nothing about steroids. Any help or insight would be greatly appreciated.
Body Crashed hard in these months. Turned into a fat bodied shadow of my former self. Stopped everything which included Clen, Cytomel, GH Zaditen, Proviron, Arimidex, and Anabolics - Test, Tren, Masteron, and whatever else.
My sex drive has not been the same in a few years whether on or off - even when I'm on a 1G of Test a week (my max) I am not all that horny. obv. when I went off my hormones went nuts. My test levels three months later was like 120 which i was surprised it was even that high. I gained a ton of body fat (I had maintaned 7% or less for years) Now please understand when I look back I know I was over the edge I abused Cytomel, GH and Clen. I was never crazy with the dosages. During the off period I couldn't care less about sex. You could have paraded hundreds of Nude Playmates past me and I would choose sleep instead.
My liver went back to normal and I couldn't take what I looked like anymore so I went back on early Dec. I have started slow 400Mg Prop. 350 Deca 350 Eq with 50Mg Win tab (first 4 weeks have already cut them out)
Started Test 350 - 700mgs - last week. also started GH last week 3.5 iu - no clen, no cytomel. also 10mg Nolvadex.
My questions are these - what the hell is with me - I don't really care about sex all that much anymore. I mean more than b4 but not like I should. Yes, I'm married for 5 yrs. but the wife is young and hot and spanish (yes!) I don't want to find her with the gardner one day or worse. I read on another board that Nolva. affects sex drive - is this true? WHy so - isn't Nolva rec. for PCT to help jump start system? It doesn't stop production of Estrogen its just a blocker. What about Arimidex? Could the GH after all this time be affecting Prolactin levels -(which were normal three months ago BTW) Could it be my thyroid ? I mean I am still fat after 4 weeks on but I'm improving, so I don't think the thyroid is shot. What can I do to help myself here. Maybe its just the monotony of the same person - I don't know.
I was going to a good doctor (one that Dave Palumbo uses saw his name on the sign in sheet one day) but he is way too far away for me.
Does anyone know a doctor in the NYC area that knows about this shit. I hate going to clueless doctors who know nothing about steroids. Any help or insight would be greatly appreciated.
