Serious Crisis - Need Exp. Advice

[4mike]

I am on my last and second week of Clomid. How soon should I start Primobolan? I know it's good to bridge to keep gains, and to be honest I am just sick of poking myself. I get all hyped up before I start a cycle and by the end of it I can't wait until it's over. I always get good gains and kept maybe 70% without bridging. I have never bridged. I guess I am a little depressed from my cycle and to think I have to keep poking for like another say 12 weeks of Primo makes me want to throw up. My other question is: Does Primo screw with your emotions? Life isn't the greatest for me right now, I am having problems with my girlfriend. My head is all messed up from who knows what, post cycle depression, the girl, Clomid, anti-estrogens or everything. And finally do you think it is a good idea to start bridging now that you know a little about my situation. BTW my cycle wasn't too hard.

To Bulk:
500mg Sostenon for 8wks (8th wk 250mg)
400mg Deca for 12wks (11th and 12th wk 200mg)
HCG 10000iu 3.5 weeks after sostenon last shot (done over 2 wks in 2500iu intervals)

To Cut:
Winstrol 1cc ed wk 7-12 sharp taper at the end
Denastil 1 shot eod wk 8-12
HCG 5000iu after last shot of juice done over 1 wk in 2500iu intervals

Took Proviron 50mg/day 3 weeks on 2 off (took Nolvadex on the 2 off weeks) from the begining. Once I started to cut I continued with Proviron all the way until now with the Clomid. I started to take the Nolvadex again because it feels like my nipps are swelling a little 20mg before bed. I waited 4 weeks from my last shot to start the Clomid. Week 1 of Clomid 100mg/day, I am on my 6th day of Clomid. Shit and I have no appetite at all. I think that's because I am down. I think I will pull through, it's just tough. What makes it easier bros? I don't want to start taking anti depressants either, because I don't want to depend on them. Herbals I guess I should try, but what's good? I am having problems sleeping too, which drives me nuts. I tried the melatonin. I am up to 6mg and it barely helps, and once again I am afraid of depending on it. I need your guys help/advice/anything. Thanks.

 

[Torch]

Bro, the clomid is fucking you up. Some people get depressed on the shit and cry.

You could always bridge with anavar this way you can avoid injections.

Just be strong and work through it, I am pretty sure its the clomid though.

 

[reddy]

Whats a good Anavar bridge dosage?

 

[4mike]

Thanks bro, I think it could be the Clomid, cause I am getting way too emotional, especially with the problems in my relationship. The side effects I think outweigh the benefits for me. It is supposed to kick my test level back up so I could keep some gains, but now I am depressed and have no appetite.

 

[Torch]

You could bridge at 30-40 mg a day!

Mike you have a PM

 

[4mike]

What's a PM? I have 30 100mg/cc Primos. I guess I will do them once this depression passes or after the Clomid. How long would you say I should wait to start the bridge? It is hard for me to get Anavar, and I try to stay away from the shipments, because I have a record for bringing stuff into the US from Canada. So I basically have to deal with what I have or my supplier has, and he doesn't have Anavar. I was planning to do 200mg / 5 days until the 30 are done.

 

[Torch]

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[basskiller]

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[Torch]

I would say wait til you start feeling better, motivated etc. Otherwise the primo could be a waste if you are not training hard.

 

[Yellowbomber]

Clomid fucks me as shit, take it easy bro, try to pass the days left and be as nice as you can with your girlfriend, then stop and take a rest until you have your life again under controll
GOOD LUCK BUDDY AND BE HAPPY,
If you need help just mail me

 

[The Iron Game]

If it is clomid that is making you depressed but you wish to keep your gains run the primo at 200mgs/wk for 4-6 weeks and then 100mgs/wk for 3-4 weeks. When you come off dont hit the clomid so hard and you should eliminate some sides and hopefully you wont be having problems with your relationship either at that time.

Peace

 

[hard]

Clomid had same effect on me - it did seem that really heavy wieghts and extra protien helped a bit tho. Might have been pacebo but I did feel in more emotional control. It's fuckin freaky stuff - I could never be a chick!


hang in there bro

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[4mike]

No shit. I told my girlfriend if I was a girl I would commit suicide for all the shit they go through. The hormones, kids, PMS, like 3 hrs to get ready to go out... It's crazy. I took 20mg of Valium to calm me down and the shit works. It's just that I feel so friggin slow on it. I don't really mind because I am not training today otherwise I don't think I could get through a workout on Valium. My emotional state is more steady now that I took it. I am not going to sit here and tell you guys that I am the toughest guy in the world, but I don't cry unless it's like a family tragedy or something along those lines. But today it seemed like everything that was on my mind I stressed about it; money, school, girlfriend, etc. It all came down. I hope I'll be better tomorrow, because I don't want to become a regular to Valium use even though it does help. Can you guys give me some direction and safety precautions when it comes to Valium? Thanks guys, you're part of the reason I can get through this. Peace.

 

[hard]

Watch the valium - guys get hooked all the time. I would think that 1 safe way would be to ONLY do it when you are on clomid. (And only do clomid post cycle for 3 weeks).

my .02c


good luck bro
hard

 

[body72]

My .02 is stay away from Valium!!!!! Finish your Clomid terapy be patient and all will be fine.
Bye.
Body

 

[4mike]

You guys are probably right about the valium. It was a miracle drug for me yessterday when times were rough, it stabilized my emotions, but made me slow. I am ok today and I don't think I need anything. Maybe I will use Melatonin if I have a rough time falling asleep. The main problem for me lies in my current relationship. That's why life is tough, and the Clomid really doesn't help. But I think I'll pull through. Thanks guys.