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madbomber31
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well, djane went to tennis camp to teach... and we exchanged a few letters, then last night i have a dream... she tells me she hooked up with a guy (name starts with D)... i wake up in a bit of a panick and get on the computer... well, here it is.. she sends me a letter saying how its not right if she comes here and goes to a wedding with me and sees me for my bday... its next week when she was supposed to come here... she writes me and says she cant cuz she didnt get tickets yet... the camp may not shut down... AND SHE MET SOMEONE!!! but nothing happened, they just kissed... dude, she fucking told me twice she would move with me, now she is in vermont hookin up with some guy??? i have been seeing someone but i am crushed... i had no choice but to date, to protect myself cuz i really thought something might happen when she was gone at camp. it did... i am not protected enough.. my heart is broken again... she was wonderful and everythign i wanted in a person... ugh, so many thoughts and so much anger.. i got nothing i can say to her.. she is in vermont!!!!!!!!!!!