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So here's the story: (i'll refer to girl one, and girl two for the different girls)
okay, so I was going out with girl 1 for 2 years and i loved her. girl 2 tried to get with me but found out i had a g/f so she stopped trying. girl 1 broke my heart (and i broke her heart too) because we got in an arguement and it ended the relationship. after 3 months of not talking she calls me and we started talking again. we became pretty good friends. but she was trying to get with me again. one day she pissed me off since she kept bringing up the past and i started talking to girl 2 again. I felt love for girl 1 still, but i liked girl 2. i gave girl 2 my phone number so we could hang out, but she didn't call until a month later. in the meantime, I was spending time with girl 1 and started falling for her again and wanted to be with her but i delayed getting back with her because i didn't want her or me to be hurt again. we do everything as if we are together, but i never 'officially' asked her to be my g/f.
So that brings it up to right about yesterday. I got off on good terms with girl 1 when i was leaving her house yesterday. I was talking to girl 1 on the phone and she said she'll be right back, she'll call me later. girl 2 then calls my house and i start talking to her awed that she actually called me. girl 1 had called but i didn't pick up because i didn't know what to say to either one of the girls. so i talk to girl 2 for a little bit, hang up, and fall asleep. i wake up and call girl 1 and told her i'm sorry i didn't answer, i fell asleep. (I felt VERY bad for sugarcoating that i didn't pick up on her because i was talking to another girl) Personally i want to get back with girl 1 because we had so much together, a lot of common interests, she's changed a bit and we barely argue anymore, etc. and i tell her i love her and she does the same. i told girl 2 i like her and from yesterday we have some things in common (like working out!), and she's very nice, and she's someone different obviously. we both workout at the same gym but never saw each other but we made arrangements to meet today in the gym.
I know i'm a bad person with sugarcoating something, i really hate lying/not telling everything but here i am doing it myself... i want to get back with girl 1, but i don't want to tell girl 2 off again risking that i'd lose her as a friend.
Can someone please help me?
okay, so I was going out with girl 1 for 2 years and i loved her. girl 2 tried to get with me but found out i had a g/f so she stopped trying. girl 1 broke my heart (and i broke her heart too) because we got in an arguement and it ended the relationship. after 3 months of not talking she calls me and we started talking again. we became pretty good friends. but she was trying to get with me again. one day she pissed me off since she kept bringing up the past and i started talking to girl 2 again. I felt love for girl 1 still, but i liked girl 2. i gave girl 2 my phone number so we could hang out, but she didn't call until a month later. in the meantime, I was spending time with girl 1 and started falling for her again and wanted to be with her but i delayed getting back with her because i didn't want her or me to be hurt again. we do everything as if we are together, but i never 'officially' asked her to be my g/f.
So that brings it up to right about yesterday. I got off on good terms with girl 1 when i was leaving her house yesterday. I was talking to girl 1 on the phone and she said she'll be right back, she'll call me later. girl 2 then calls my house and i start talking to her awed that she actually called me. girl 1 had called but i didn't pick up because i didn't know what to say to either one of the girls. so i talk to girl 2 for a little bit, hang up, and fall asleep. i wake up and call girl 1 and told her i'm sorry i didn't answer, i fell asleep. (I felt VERY bad for sugarcoating that i didn't pick up on her because i was talking to another girl) Personally i want to get back with girl 1 because we had so much together, a lot of common interests, she's changed a bit and we barely argue anymore, etc. and i tell her i love her and she does the same. i told girl 2 i like her and from yesterday we have some things in common (like working out!), and she's very nice, and she's someone different obviously. we both workout at the same gym but never saw each other but we made arrangements to meet today in the gym.
I know i'm a bad person with sugarcoating something, i really hate lying/not telling everything but here i am doing it myself... i want to get back with girl 1, but i don't want to tell girl 2 off again risking that i'd lose her as a friend.
Can someone please help me?
