Really? How important are the drugs to you?

[mrt]

This is a very good post.

In another post I was saying: "Once you get hooked, there is no end to it" or something like that. One should have some reasonable goals to reach in terms of size, BF, strenght and while in the process you may cheat a little with the use of AAS. If you are not a Pro BB, who are doing it for a living, you should never consider the use of AAS as a life style which you think you can do it forever. No matter what you say, in those BB dosages and extremely long usages every type of AAS is just poison to your body and they will fuck you up sooner or later. No Milke Thistle, ALA or other shit can do much about it. Do not forget that every time you use AAS you have to take some other medicines to prevent or heal the sides, which you would normally not take. All these will have some damage on your body.

I am not against the use of AAS, but I am against its use for insane amounts, extermely long cycles and years of use.

There are bunch of guys here who stay on gear year long and never intend to stop. They will usually say: "I have one life to live, so I'll live it huge and good looking" or "I rather die young and big" Those people should realize that nothing but NOTHING is more important than your health in this world. If not, now they will soon agree, once they get seriously ill. Also you will understand this better once get older.

Now many people may disagree with this and classify me as a chicken. But this is how I feel about it.

 

[Thaibox]

WCP
You say you have always put the majority of your pride in your work ethic and not gear knowledge. I'm not sure if I can articulate this properly, but hopefully you'll understand.

I started lifting to be a better fighter. I started at 6'1" 140lbs and 9 years later I'm 6'2" 255lbs and still able to go full length rounds. I injured myself a while ago and stopped fighting. Now, I only lift. I've become obcessed with lifting and the lifestyle surrounding it. I've been juicing for the last couple of years now and have been able to become one of the two strongest guys at my gym. All I ever think about is when my next shot will be, when my Clomid will get here, When do I need to start cutting, etc. I've had the chance to spend the night with incredible women, but At least twice I have said that I couldn't because I had to work early the next day. That was bullshit, I just wanted to go home and sleep because leg day was the next day. At this point I made the parallel, as you did, to any other drug and its effects to your life, and those in it.

However, I then compared myself to people I know who are addicted to Meth, Oxy, Cola, etc, and that parallel becomes much less apparent. Ultimately, they are on a mission to destroy their lives, while we are on one to better ours. You simply have to keep yourself in check.

I don't have children, but my girlfriend of two years has two, so of course my role basically is that of "Dad". I left a bag of pins in her mailbox the other day so my buddy could pick them up. How fucking irresponsible was that? Made me feel like a piece of shit father you see on cops with his kids playing with slin darts.

Anyway, I don't know if my comments even made sense or have any worth, but the most important thing is that you stay here and help people out. You're doing a good thing for all these bros. You have excelled admirably in the field which all these guys are interested in and they look up to you as does your family I'm sure.
Although I and I'm sure everyone else wants you to hang around, good luck with whatever your decision is man

 

[ultragainz]

your a great man...i just play it safe with roids...

 

[ultragainz]

if you feel like stoping you can always take anavar and never too old for test...but listen to your body bro you know whats best...your a great man WCP...

 

[FISHTALES]

PASS YOUR KNOWLEDGE SO OTHERS DONT DO THE SAME. DONT QUIT(BEING A MOD)

 

[Delinquent]

PASS YOUR KNOWLEDGE SO OTHERS DONT DO THE SAME. DONT QUIT(BEING A MOD)

Exactly. But if it comes down to the point where you have to make a decision between the two then I respect whatever decision you make bro

 

[EngiCream]

wow, this whole thread has been one great read

 

[fiatconspiracy]

Great points on both sides.... a lot of smart opinions.....

 

[SwitchedOn]

WCP I know EXACTLY how you feel. I have a little girl getting ready to turn 3 this february and a loving wife who does so much for me I wouldn't know how to begin to say thank you. I am incredibly blessed to have a loving, caring family who needs me as much as I need them. Sometimes I can just think about my daughter and start crying, shaking my head at her beauty and intelligence, hoping she doesn't realize the things her daddy has done to achieve what I percieve as perfect, hoping I can grow her to become someone who is compassionate, sensitive, forgiving, and of course successful in what she is passionate about. Why am I doing this? Why do I take the chance of not giving her away at her wedding? How can I risk myself in my selfishness knowing I might not be there when the people who care about me need me the most?
DAMN IT!!! I wish I can answer this question. Everyone needs something for themselves and only themselves. Something they shouldn't be expected to share with others. Perhaps for those of us who ask these questions this is our one thing. I strive to build a better body, to increase self confidence, to push myself to the limit doing something I love. Does having everything I have make me push harder and take more risk- or do I take this risk because of what I have?

 

[Delinquent]

Can't let such a good/bad thread go away so soon.