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heatherrae
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AMEN! I've never had CLOSE to that done to me, but I know just from all the shit that has been done to me, what it can do to you mentally. I got a gun put against my head once and taunted in a robbery. Other shit, too, that I don't even want to go into has happned. I wanted to kill someone after that. It is something that no one will ever understand unless it happens to them. One of these days...HumanTarget said:um, well, between the bar owner leaving me on the side of the road for dead and my friends ditching, i pretty much went over the edge for a while. had quite the arsenal of weaponary soon after, because, i was supposed to be sequestered, i guess? away from everyone until my time to testify?? well, i got sat out in the main corridor with this dudes entire family/posse of friends, etc. my family wanted to stay by me, but i didn't want them knowing who i was related to. so, i had my life threatened nonstop for about 3 days. almost everyone out there made more than a few remarks about how i was gonna die soon after, no matter what the verdict. so, the cops did nothing, the lawyers, judge, they all failed me. and then, lol, i was sued for medical bills, upwards of 100,000 dollars. it was pretty stressful. and at that time, i had swore off all medication, because i had a bad reaction to all of the morphine, demerol, codeine, etc. yep. i pretty much lost it after that. i found that i can take care of all of this shit by myself. never rely on or trust ANYONE...