Procrastination is a Bitch..

[CrazyRussian]

Hey guys, whats up.

It's 1:16AM here, and I'm sittin on EF, STILL procrastinating. Looks like I'm gonna pull an all nighter. I have a 10 page report for English, a report on Salvador Dali for French, and some calculus HW to do. I had the whole week to do this, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Problem is, I wasn't busy or anything. Sitting at home slapping dick..(figurativly and literally). I mean, what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm a pretty intelligent guy, but this whole attitude of mine is really fucking with my grades, not to mention my sleep. I've done many a term paper and essay at 4:00 in the morning this year, and it's starting to piss me off...I just cant fucking bring myself to do schoolwork.


any1 else have similar stories, or ways they got over it? Methods? Anything?

 

[Boogar]

You could write about that Dali movie where they cut that chick's eye open right at the beginning.

 

[seizer]

Man, i procrasinate till 6 in the morning then be like, "Well, that was a sucessful day of procrastinating. But now im so tired out from doing nothing that ill sleep." And then i wake up and repeat myself day after day.

 

[juiceddreadlocks]

LOL I'm up studying for two tests tonight. My methods are different, since i work nights also. I just beat off several times so i dont have any ambitions to do anything else for at least 3 hours. study, repeat until all studying is done.


basically i havent found anything else i can do.

 

[seizer]

LOL I'm up studying for two tests tonight. My methods are different, since i work nights also. I just beat off several times so i dont have any ambitions to do anything else for at least 3 hours. study, repeat until all studying is done.


basically i havent found anything else i can do.

I do the same, but i just get sleepy after a bate session and i cant even do work.

 

[CrazyRussian]

What I usually do is go to sleep at like 10 and wake up at 4:00 AM and finish my HW. This method works b/c I have pressure on me. However, I have about 5 hours worth of shit today so it won't work. It's already too late.

Man...how can I STILL be procrastinating..it's fucking 2:00 AM

 

[juiceddreadlocks]

What I usually do is go to sleep at like 10 and wake up at 4:00 AM and finish my HW. This method works b/c I have pressure on me. However, I have about 5 hours worth of shit today so it won't work. It's already too late.

Man...how can I STILL be procrastinating..it's fucking 2:00 AM

good for you, i cant do that. I work so many hours that when i sleep ive usually been up for a good 30 hours or longer, only sleepin for a couple hours just leads to big trouble

 

[jaded]

I hear ya, I am the Queen of Procrastination.

 

[JayC9]

I mean, what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm a pretty intelligent guy, but this whole attitude of mine is really fucking with my grades, not to mention my sleep. I've done many a term paper and essay at 4:00 in the morning this year, and it's starting to piss me off...I just cant fucking bring myself to do schoolwork.
any1 else have similar stories, or ways they got over it? Methods? Anything?

Some people work better under pressure although it sounds like a mixture of boredom and lack of motivation to me.

 

[CrazyRussian]

Holy shit jay..you hit the nail right on the head. Seriously dude. I just don't have motivation to do this shit, even though I have ALL THE PRESSURE in the world on me (parents, college, expectations, etc...). It's wierd. IF anything, I should be extra motivated to do this shit, but I'm content just sitting here.

I don't know wtf is wrong with me, man....

(btw, id give ya K but it says i cant)

 

[CrazyRussian]

Getting all philosophical at 2:30 in the morning:

the shit also applies to my life in general. For example, I work my ass off for 2 or 3 weeks on the cardio machines, finally get slim, and then I go on a fucking binge for 3 days not caring what I eat.

All succesful ppl are motivated, but for some reason I'm not. hopefuly this is some stupid phase in my life...but I've been like this as long as I can remember. Shit, man, I hope I dont end up doing some shit I hate later on in life and looking back saying "i had the potential to be a fucking doctor or a lawyer, but my stupid ass just NEEDED to spend one more hour fucking around instead of studying"...that would suck

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

Education was so much easier before electronic distractions came aboot.
Video games, internet, porn, 500 channel TV.

I was at my old house and the power went out for aboot 6 hours.
I did my homework for the whole week.

 

[theoak01]

Ive done that shit all semester,Im not to worried though,I mean I could do better,but passing is good enough for me,Im 3 weeks out from graduation,hopefully,then Im done so fuck it.

today for example,I have a final in one hour,I worked all weekend and then went on a road trip all yesterday leaving me this morning to study,meh thus is life

 

[Phaded]

i've done that shit my entire life.. until just recent when i started paying people to take classes for me..

 

[jerseyart]

Yeah, stop being lazy.

That's the answer

 

[CrazyRussian]

I'm already pouring my heart out, might as well finish it off:

I just stayed up the whole night, and thought about shit. I drank a litlte. And i smoked for the first time in my life, too. I've never been depressed before, but I think I am now. I laugh at people who are depressed..now I know how it feels. I just realized that I don't have any true, real friends, I've wasted my "young life". Junior Prom, Senior Ball, all that high-school fun party woopty doo shit, all that shit, I dont have that...I know yall are rolling your eyes b/c this seems like some insignificant teenage shit, but I dont see whem it's gonna end. I see all these faggots walking around, 10x stupider than me enjoying life 10x more than me b/c they don't give a fuck and I give too much of a fuck about what ppl think of me. Fuckign nerds who dont have 2 shits of a personality and idiots who dont have 1/5th of a brain talk to me like i amuse them. thats what annoys me the most...the way i dress, the way i speak, doesnt do me justice...theres more to me, but ppl dont know that. as a result ppl treat me like shit, and i dont have hte balls to assert myself and "kick some ass".

I dont know what it is but I can't talk to people...and as a result i cant talk to anyone about this crap so its all built up inside of me now and i feel horrible

Not to mention the acne I've had for 5-6 years...waking up every day, seeing yur face look like a fucking car-wreck. Never improving, not for one day. I can't look into peoples eyes or talk to them for more than 5-10 seconds before I look away. It's annoying... I'm short...not terribly attractive, and I'ev had a stutter every since I can remember. I can usually enounciate clearly, but I have times where it's really bad. I can't speak well with my grandparents or other family members in my native language b/c although I understand and read my native language perfectly, i cant speak legbly it due to my speach impediment.
i realize im lucky to life in an upper class family, have an education, etc. so i shouldnt be bitching...i actually agree. i dunno, i wish i could trade places with some african kid or something...i dont want or need any of this crap, just want some ppl to be close with, ya know?

damn i need to get some help quick lol the worst part is i can look at all this shit i typed from a third person view and i realize that im a fucking loser for typing this. if i was reading this, id be looking at the author going "damn this dudes gonna fucking kill hismelf soon, and good riddance." i dunno, maybe that is my true personality...some lonely, shy, weak, kid...

anyways this is the most embaresing shit ever but i had to type it out just to get it out there. sad im doing it on a bodybuilding internet board butthats just how shit is, eh?

 

[Phaded]

you must be coming down from the weed and alcohol..

 

[Phaded]

and the acne thing does suck i remember when i'd go whole months without looking at myself in the mirror.. why not try accutane bro ham..

 

[theoak01]

br0o the acne shit sucks balls I know but it will get better,I dealt with it from 12 until 19 until it finally cleared up to the point where I just get a few zits here and there, its the scaring the sucks balls once that leaves also,but it isnt life ending man.

try accutane if you are real worried about it and chem peels if you have scarring

 

[Lestat]

i was the same way in college, very frustrating, but I still managed to get everything done.

 

[CrazyRussian]

Holy shit...what the fuck possesed me to type that shit? I guess ill leave it up for entertainment purposes...

 

[Ulcasterdropout]

If I ever went back to school. I'd have to throw away my NIC card.

 

[seizer]

Holy shit...what the fuck possesed me to type that shit? I guess ill leave it up for entertainment purposes...

Try to look at the whole picture like this. Now, if your life means anything, you'll do the work because you want to be successful, you dont want to end up struggling, surviving paychech-to-paycheck. So, you can either be smart, apply yourself for a few more years by getting a higher education and then enjoying a life where you are doing something that you like and make sufficient amounts of money OR you can be like those peeps at your school that you despise, have you couple years of fun during your teen years and maybe early twenties and be forced to work jobs that you dont enjoy, ones where you have to bust your ass (probably for a boss that you'll hate too), making minimal amounts of money for the rest of your life. Im sure that you fail at anything it'll be damn good for you because you'll learn a lesson or two. Get an action plan and drive for it, show some intiative and want to do something with your life - capitalize on the opportunties that are available to you that other people would kill for.

Anyways, that may sound like all talk, so unless you get slammed in the face with a bag of bricks and wake up, you better start realizing that you wanna be on top.

 

[chewyxrage]

If I ever went back to school. I'd have to throw away my NIC card.

I may need to adapt that stragey