hi mbrooke5,
i'm with smb69...
Everyone has their own reasons for doing a cycle-period.
However, we all have our own natural growth ability that we should try to attain first (IMHO). Getting a good muscle base and as smb said about dialing in your diet are so imperative. Not to sound preachy, gear isnt magic, and you should really review what your long term goals are...because sides, if you get them, come with those long term goals. Try to find out as much as you can from testomonials such as here on EF, figure out if it's something you really want to venture into, and go from there.
It is but a piece of the pie that will create that body you see in your mind...perhaps. Then again, going for that natural base first, putting your diet in serious check, consuming adequate protien, really lifting heavy for a gooooood while may bring you where you want to be. So one investment at a time....but use what you have before you first.
whatever you choose, train hard and good luck.
~g~