Need serious help

[cipherr]

Yeah this was a stupid decision but I've learned so don't flame please.



Alright so I just turned 18. Went on cycle 2 years ago but it was just prohormones. I was on and off for a year and gained about 20 pounds (went from 162-181) in like a couple months.


3 years ago I started tren A and test. Was on cycle for like 3 weeks but I had to stop for some personal reasons.


Went on it again 3 weeks ago and got off it last week.

Waited on week until my dad got me Nolvadex and now I'm going through some depression. Like I feel really down and just weird. I was wondering when does this go away? I'm stupid and I should've researched before getting into juicing, even though I'm young.

I don't want to go to the doctors because if my mom finds out I'm fucked lol.

I'm assuming the reason why I feel down is because my test is shutdown right now? Will it ever go back? I was on Nolva for 1 day 2 days ago and I didn't take it yesterday because of the depression I got, was also feeling really hot when i took it.

I have Erase pro as well. Not sure how I should go on about this.

 

[Nelson Montana]

Your dad thinks nolvadex helps with recovery. He's wrong. Stop taking that shit STAT.

 

[McSatan]

You fuxked with your endocrinological system. Which probably had issues to begin with. Don't let anymore broscience fuck you up further. Go see a doctor.

 

[muskate]

First, DONT use nolvadex with a nandrolone like trenbolone because it up regulates the progesterone receptor.

Using steroids at such a young age suppressed your body's natural testosterone production. You need to run a proper post cycle therapy to restore your body's natural testosterone production.

A proper PCT is very expensive and a lot more then you can probably afford. Luckily you are young and your system should bounce back quick. I would purchase a bottle of a really good natural testosterone booster like HCGenerate from n2bm.com and use the whole bottle as a PCT. After the bottle you will most likely feel a lot better.

DO NOT use steroids again until you are much more educated and at least 23.

 

[Lev Butlerov]

@muskate has given an answer as complete as it gets - there is no point in telling how wrong both you, and your dad were - it seems like you have already realized that. Now you have to think about what has to be done, anld running a good PCT would be the optimal way of doing things. Ideally, you should run the perfect PCT protocol, as it is the most comprehensive PCT protocol you will be able to find these days - http://www.evolutionary.org/the-perfect-post-cycle-therapy-pct/However, it is rather expensive, so I am not sure if you will be able to afford it at such a young age. Given your young age, you should be able to get recovered just with HCGenerate ES, but if you do have the opportunity to run the perfect PCT - do it.

 

[stevesmi]

when you use steroids as a teenager you fuck up your HPTA, many times permanently. keep in mind your HPTA is still developing so when exogenous hormones are introduced your pituitary glands stop functioning and go dormant. it would be like shutting off your pool pump and your pool not getting any chlorine anymore. to get the pool pump up and running again you need to run a proper PCT and I also recommend getting blood work. the recovery on this will not be easy, and you may never properly recover. we see plenty of dudes fuck themselves up like this from steroid use, so you aren't the first. that's why we tell guys not to touch hormones till they are older.here is a link how to get blood work>> https://www.elitefitness.com/forum/...s-bloodwork-10-code-1268793.html#post16724883

 

[MasonicBodybuilder]

Steve brings up a great point...you need to get blood work. Most likely you have some degree of shutdown. I would run a good pct to get things back to where they should be if that is the case.