narcotic analgesics

[bigrand]

Hey bros,

Was wondering if any bros on the board had any mental problems after taking any narcitic painkillers. I ask because i had a nervous breakdown a few weeks ago (about 4-5 days after i stopped taking dilaudid, 2 or 3 at a time or percodan 2-3 at a time for about a weeks and a half). I was feeling better, much better last week when my dumbass decided to hit the dilaudid and darvocet every night for another 3 days. Now i feel kinda shitty again. I know 3 days aint much, but could i have been fucked up by it before and it would only take 3 days to fuck me up again.

Whatever the case, the pills are in the fuckin trash now.

 

[SofaGeorge]

Bro, you have a serious problem... go to your doctor and your family NOW and tell them you are a drug addict.

 

[bigrand]

I dont think im a drug addict bro. I just used them cuz i was on cycle and couldnt drink. I got rid of the fuckers. I dont need them to get by, just curious if they could be the culprit in my recent problems with anxiety and nervousness (a problem which i never had before). My doc knows i juiced and took stims, i aint tellin him anything else.

 

[Maxx Out]

I dont think im a drug addict bro. I just used them cuz i was on cycle and couldnt drink. I got rid of the fuckers. I dont need them to get by, just curious if they could be the culprit in my recent problems with anxiety and nervousness (a problem which i never had before). My doc knows i juiced and took stims, i aint tellin him anything else.

Yes it is the cause of your nevousness and anxirty! Just think of how u felt on them...like a king, nice and relaxed, right?

 

[bigrand]

Thats what i was thinkin MAXX, those pills were the only thing that were in my system before both episodes, i havent taken ANYTHING else except the pills before the second episode.
Fuck those things now.

 

[Maxx Out]

Thats what i was thinkin MAXX, those pills were the only thing that were in my system before both episodes, i havent taken ANYTHING else except the pills before the second episode.
Fuck those things now.

Good, I hope u mean that, it's the best thing u can do!

BTW, M.O.D. just posted something about painkillers. I think it's called "M.O.D is going mad" or something like that. Take a read I think u'll relate to it.

 

[bigrand]

Yep Maxx, i dp mean it. The shit aint worth it. Every morning i wake up shaking and nervous and anxious as fuck (it was way worse in the begining, it lasted almost all of the day), but it goes away in a couple hours. Still sucks balls though. Strange, i didnt take the pills for that long, i guess the combo of those plus all the other shit i was taking fucked me and when i took the pills again, the body remembered!

 

[M.O.D]

bigrand that shit almost killed me and i almost lost most special person in my life by the way i changed from these drugs....the thought of taking any drugs now (except for my gh and test of coursre) makes me sick to my stomach...i will never forget or forgive myself by my actions..i know it wasnt me! it was the drugs but still that doesnt excuse my actions...i was not only distructive to myself but i was a fucking bastard to my loved ones.....

rock solid sober and feeling great

best of luck to you my friend and if you need to talk my email is always open.

http://209.11.101.244/forum/showthread.php?threadid=148825&perpage=20&pagenumber=1

 

[bigrand]

Thanx MOD, good luck to you to bro.
This shit aint worth it. Waking up shaky and scared and nervous and anxious everyday and being depressed as hell fuckin sucks. It didnt think it would happen so fast, i mean, i was only taking the fuckers for like a week (albeit at a very high dose of some very strong hydromorphone). I read today that you cant just stop taking them cold after 5 days of use. Thats some fast ass shit. I didnt know this the second time i took them (only 3 days this time), but it was enough to set me back again.

Sure they give me a feeling like icant feel anywhere else, but it aint worth it.