missing her...

[saint808]

This is just a slew of crap going through my head tonight... will prolly end up in a song in one form or another.



I learned more from you
Than I ever thought I could
The difference
Between love and
Selfishness

And I understand
There’s gonna be another man
In your arms

And I understand
Life isn’t always as planned
Especially for me

But now I know
That I have to let go
And just as much for me
As you too

 

[saint808]

I still see you with those angel wings
Even though you’ve told me yourself 1000 times
They are imaginary things

 

[saint808]

In life nothing seems to work as planned
And when I finally thought I found my path
I ended up more lost than ever before
No open windows
Just slammed doors

I guess I placed you on that pedestal too soon
Now my life is flying away
Like that child’s lost balloon
And there is no escape
From this dimly lit room


Now I’m looking at the wrong end of this gun
If I pull the trigger
Will it mean you have won
What will it prove
What does it mean
I’m just another victim of self pity
I have this tunnel vision
I can’t see beyond these tears
I’ve lost my vision
I can’t see beyond these years

 

[Razorguns]

can I do the guitar solo?

 

[saint808]

Look out my window
The sky is booming
As grey as my heart
I cried out loud today
I guess it’s a start

Let’s go back there
That place where ours eyes met
Let’s go back there
That time when we weren’t upset

I need to see you
I need to hold you
I need to be with you
Even if for a moment

Seven days of rain
Seven nights of tears
Will I ever see the sun shine again?
Will I overcome my fears?

 

[saint808]

I need to find my special place
I need to see your lovely face
I need to let this anger go
But you’re still inside of me


You can’t understand my acts
You don’t know all the facts
You don’t know me at all
But you’re still inside of me

I can’t help the things I do
Can’t stop caring for you
Shut me out
It’s the only way I will be free

 

[saint808]

Isolation…
Crawling up my back
Wonder if you are ok
Wonder where you’re at

I can’t shed this skin
I can’t give in
I can’t be what you want me to be
I don’t even know me
I don’t even know you
Even though you think I do

Look to the mirror
Strange man looking back
Who have I become
Where am I at

Listen to the voices
Follow my tears
Forget about the good times
Give in to the fears

My friends are 1mg
And they come in blue
But even still…
They are not you…

I can’t shed this skin
I can’t give in
I can’t be what you want me to be
I don’t even know me
I don’t even know you
Even though you think I do

 

[saint808]

can I do the guitar solo?

that's all you... strings confuse me.

 

[rnch]

ya'll still in contact, saint?

 

[saint808]

ya'll still in contact, saint?

few and far between my friend.

 

[rnch]

she was/is one of a kind.

 

[saint808]

she was/is one of a kind.

don't have to convince me LOL... it's all cool though just sometimes we all miss people.

 

[c-sharp minor]

Smalls?

 

[saint808]

Smalls?

it's a good thing i can't bitch slap through the screen.

 

[c-sharp minor]

it's a good thing i can't bitch slap through the screen.