i am a few weeks out of a deca test cycle. i finish squating a few weeks ago, come home and i fall apart. i am depressed to the point that i dont want to get out of bed,im having muscle spasms all over, cant eat, cant shit and my blood pressure was like 140/92. my doctor doesnt think it has anything to do with the cycle . he said i sound stressed out. my concern is im watching myself deteriorate before my eyes. im forcing as much food as i can. i hope some one can give me advice. thanks