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AGENT SHAGWELL
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bear with me on this its late, stomach is rolling from this freakin creatine, and I can sleep.....
My metaphor....life is like those little hand held cheap games where its a encapsulated board with tiny little metal balls and hole in which you try and get the balls into.
We are the balls....free to roll, spin, bounce, whatever our kinetic energy wants to do....yet society sets this platform and these holes in which it trys to provide places for our personalities to lie......
All have their own particulare magnetic energy that attract different balls...20's, female, male, black, hispanic, single, salry 50,000, divorced....etc..
Sometimes you get caught in a hole, and you stay there, its comfortable, you don't have to use any kinetic energy, you become what it is.....you play into societys structure for you...
Yet sometimes, your world gets abrupted and you get knocked out of you little spot...and force to roll, bounce, spin, use your energy to dictate your own life.....
We all fall into these little holes.....sad thing is some people never take the time to realize it....they miss out on who they really are...never give themselves the chance to see how do I roll, bounce, spin, if I choice to be free and let only myself control my movements....
Self awareness is something that is very much lacking today.....as I go through my life I find more and more people who fit into those molds....do they lack their own personality, have they never found it, are they affraid to show it.......
Perhaphs this is why certain abbrupt unpleasant occurances in life happen...though they appear to be the worst.....they force you to enter a new realm, change of setting, force you out of that comfy hole, and discover how you will move....who you are....
This is just my little plea to those people who have spent no time find out about themselves....not only do I believe you must reveal your true character to achieve total happiness....also its creates alot more interesting people instead of the same old cookie mold person......
Also my inspiration for Virgin, a friend going through a very tuff time.......it sucks.....but in the long run you will benefit highly....kinda like doing 2 a days huh Hannibal?
P.S. My grandfather, god bless his soul, lived to be 93....till the day he died he would say things an do things I couldn't perdict him, a man his age, any man doing.....he was 100% true to himself....like a child free from social constraints he was amazed by everything new he could learn about.....he opened his heart and mind for 93 years.....a truer person I have never met.....
(Footnote: I am aware we are unable to be totally free from social influence unless we are stranded on a desert island alone never having contact with another individual or any communication........but I hope you get my general point)
(Footnote #2: Yes...many typos spelling errors...I know...but its late, and I'm not spell checking so deal
)
My metaphor....life is like those little hand held cheap games where its a encapsulated board with tiny little metal balls and hole in which you try and get the balls into.
We are the balls....free to roll, spin, bounce, whatever our kinetic energy wants to do....yet society sets this platform and these holes in which it trys to provide places for our personalities to lie......
All have their own particulare magnetic energy that attract different balls...20's, female, male, black, hispanic, single, salry 50,000, divorced....etc..
Sometimes you get caught in a hole, and you stay there, its comfortable, you don't have to use any kinetic energy, you become what it is.....you play into societys structure for you...
Yet sometimes, your world gets abrupted and you get knocked out of you little spot...and force to roll, bounce, spin, use your energy to dictate your own life.....
We all fall into these little holes.....sad thing is some people never take the time to realize it....they miss out on who they really are...never give themselves the chance to see how do I roll, bounce, spin, if I choice to be free and let only myself control my movements....
Self awareness is something that is very much lacking today.....as I go through my life I find more and more people who fit into those molds....do they lack their own personality, have they never found it, are they affraid to show it.......
Perhaphs this is why certain abbrupt unpleasant occurances in life happen...though they appear to be the worst.....they force you to enter a new realm, change of setting, force you out of that comfy hole, and discover how you will move....who you are....
This is just my little plea to those people who have spent no time find out about themselves....not only do I believe you must reveal your true character to achieve total happiness....also its creates alot more interesting people instead of the same old cookie mold person......
Also my inspiration for Virgin, a friend going through a very tuff time.......it sucks.....but in the long run you will benefit highly....kinda like doing 2 a days huh Hannibal?
P.S. My grandfather, god bless his soul, lived to be 93....till the day he died he would say things an do things I couldn't perdict him, a man his age, any man doing.....he was 100% true to himself....like a child free from social constraints he was amazed by everything new he could learn about.....he opened his heart and mind for 93 years.....a truer person I have never met.....
(Footnote: I am aware we are unable to be totally free from social influence unless we are stranded on a desert island alone never having contact with another individual or any communication........but I hope you get my general point)
(Footnote #2: Yes...many typos spelling errors...I know...but its late, and I'm not spell checking so deal
)
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