let's do a song...

[p0ink]

Let's do a song about the girl in college who fucked the frat boy and got knocked up. the one who died screaming and convulsing in her room from the septic infection from the abortion.
About the kid from Nebraska who went to Vietnam and watched his guts cool on his legs before he died a virgin in the jungle.
About the girl who has been in a mental institution for 9 years and has been stuck with needles so many times she thinks she's a messenger from god to take the world's pain on her shoulders.
About the man on Death Row who has not seen a woman for 15 years.
About the boy who was made to fuck his mother while his father watched.
About the man who came home from work to find that his wife had cut their infant son in half and shot herself in the head.
About the mother who was too high on junk to see that her baby had fallen down the the side of the bed and smothered to Death.
About the boy who is beaten regularly by his father and is afraid to tell anyone because he fears the fucker will kill him.
About the rich kid who fucked the girl, killed her, and got away with it.
About the woman who threw her baby into a dumpster and when she heard the sound of the child's skull hitting the iron floor she ran away screaming and vomiting.
Let's sing

-Rollins

 

[PinK233]

Ok I'm scared...but yeah that gives ya something to think about...when people start pissing and moaning about how their lives suck b/c of stupid little petty things, things could be worse...

 

[p0ink]

why does that scare you?

 

[dballer]

Please come through the door tonight
It's so lonely and fucked up here
I'm confused and everything's strange
I wish I was just on something
You were the last woman that meant anything to me
I can't stop
I have no defence system
No attitude that sees me through
Sometimes I think I keep getting up everyday
Because there's nothing else to do
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I wish I could meet a woman that could show me something
One who could make my blood stop screaming
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You see I did it
I made something out of myself
I am a slave to my parents
I am a slave to my horror
I mutilate myself without their help
You can see it in major cities everywhere
I didn't blow it
I did good can't you see
I took the punishment out on the road
I don't need them to fuck me up
I can do it to myself real well now
I have it down to a science
I don't know how I'll end up
I don't want to know anymore
I'm afraid of the nightmare I've become
I live it slickly and darkly
My saliva is black
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I want to fall in love with a woman
One who loved me
One who could show me I could trust her
One who showed me
That I don't have to be on my guard all the time

 

[dballer]

There are so many hammocks to catch you if you fall, so many laws to keep you from experience. All these cities I have been in the last few weeks make me fully understand the cozy, stifling state in which most people pass through life. I don't want to pass through life like a smooth plane ride. All you do is get to breathe and copulate and finally die. I don't want to go with the smooth skin and the calm brow. I hope I end up a blithering idiot cursing the sun - hallucinating, screaming, giving obscene and inane lectures on street corners and public parks. People will walk by and say, "Look at that drooling idiot. What a basket case." I will turn and say to them "It is you who are the basket case. For every moment you hated your job, cursed your wife and sold yourself to a dream that you didn't even conceive. For the times your soul screamed yes and you said no. For all of that. For your self-torture, I see the glowing eyes of the sun! The air talks to me! I am at all times!" And maybe, the passers by will drop a coin into my cup.

 

[dballer]

I don't want to know. I don't need it. I don't want the information that millions of people have. I don't want to be fed these boring facts and figures. Then you'll become one of the masses. I'd rather starve my mind a bit and have to search out nutrition in stranger places.

 

[dballer]

I don't believe in fate or destiny. I believe in various degrees of hatred, paranoia, and abandonment. However much of that gets heaped upon you doesn't matter - it's only a matter of how much you can take and what it does to you.

 

[p0ink]

groove.simplenet gotta love fuckin rollins man. I was reading through a few of his books tonight to look for some good quotes for something, and i thought i should post some shit here

 

[dballer]

I am ready for whatever's coming. I expect nothing but to be let down or turned away. I am alone. Goddamn. The shit hurts sometimes, but I realize what I am, what I have become. The alien man waved his arms up and down and noticed that he couldn't wave in the right language so he stopped.

 

[dballer]

Go without a coat when it's cold; find out what cold is. Go hungry; keep your existence lean. Wear away the fat, get down to the lean tissue and see what it's all about. The only time you define your character is when you go without. In times of hardship, you find out what you're made of and what you're capable of. If you're never tested, you'll never define you character.

 

[p0ink]

To hate is to show you still care, who needs that, focus on what's really important.

 

[dballer]

The streets lie, the sidewalks lie, everything lies You can try and read it but you're gonna get it wrong...all wrong The summer evenings burn and melt and the nights glitter but you're gonna get it wrong And it's gonna sink its teeth into your flesh and pull you to the bottom.

 

[dballer]

Pi0nk,
I love Rollins... he is my therapy when I feel depressed. I like seeing people post his shit here!!!!!

 

[p0ink]

yeah, ive been going through rough shit lately, and it's his books that are keeping me together

 

[dballer]

Eye Scream and Do I Come Here Often ... well and Soloplist... I guess I like them all.

 

[p0ink]

How's "Get In the Van"? I've been meaning to pick that one up...i sure hope he has a new book coming out soon