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Steve The Bluesman
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Here is a little story.
On Sunday I walk down to my local meat market (like you know, steaks, fish, chicken,not a pick up joint.) to pick up some beef for the week. It is a couple of blocks from my house, it was a nice day, I was feeling good, and I like the walk.
Anyway, I get my food and I am in line behind another guy, waiting to put my stuff on the conveyor belt. Another guy is behind me as well. I start to put my stuff on the far end of the belt to avoid confusion with the guy in front of me - and when I finish, the guy behind me nudges me so he can put his shit down to. Impatient. I turn to look at him, it is some tweaked out middle aged ex-junkie with one arm covered in tats, about 5-5 150 lbs, but before I could say anything, he was off yelling at his crackwhore girlfriend and running to get another package of welfare previously frozen sausage.
Long story short, as soon as he nudged me I got a surge of anger and wanted to start banging his face against the nearest freezer...but lucky for him, he walked away, and the fury died down enough for me to see it was nothing.
Now generally, I am a pretty relaxed guy - I only bring this up becuase I don't usually react with such anger - but I am also in my 11th week of test. (No other issues like this except for minor moments of rage in the car in the past three months.)
Was it the gear, or just a bad moment? I wonder, becuase if it was something to be really angry about, say heroin freak shoved me, or pushed my wife, or something - then I don't know if I would be able to keep from beating him down hard, and asking questions later. I don't want to be that guy.
Thoughts?
Bluesman
On Sunday I walk down to my local meat market (like you know, steaks, fish, chicken,not a pick up joint.) to pick up some beef for the week. It is a couple of blocks from my house, it was a nice day, I was feeling good, and I like the walk.
Anyway, I get my food and I am in line behind another guy, waiting to put my stuff on the conveyor belt. Another guy is behind me as well. I start to put my stuff on the far end of the belt to avoid confusion with the guy in front of me - and when I finish, the guy behind me nudges me so he can put his shit down to. Impatient. I turn to look at him, it is some tweaked out middle aged ex-junkie with one arm covered in tats, about 5-5 150 lbs, but before I could say anything, he was off yelling at his crackwhore girlfriend and running to get another package of welfare previously frozen sausage.
Long story short, as soon as he nudged me I got a surge of anger and wanted to start banging his face against the nearest freezer...but lucky for him, he walked away, and the fury died down enough for me to see it was nothing.
Now generally, I am a pretty relaxed guy - I only bring this up becuase I don't usually react with such anger - but I am also in my 11th week of test. (No other issues like this except for minor moments of rage in the car in the past three months.)
Was it the gear, or just a bad moment? I wonder, becuase if it was something to be really angry about, say heroin freak shoved me, or pushed my wife, or something - then I don't know if I would be able to keep from beating him down hard, and asking questions later. I don't want to be that guy.
Thoughts?
Bluesman
