I can understand your fear. I don't want to shoot myself.. no pun intended.
I have my brother shoot for me.. it's alot easier that way. I dont have to squirm around trying to find the right spot, he just puts it in and shoots... Can't get any better.
Try and get someone to do it for you... I can promise you it will make you feel alot better.
Yo man I know where your coming from but you'll get over it. I do 7 injections a week! Next cycle will definetly be OIL. I would kill for two or three injections a week.