I feel what youre sayin bud. And maybe to most people that might apply. But you dont know shit about me or my situation with my wife... so let me just give you a little enlightenment so you dont sound like such an ass when addressing me and talking about my relationship next time...
My wife and I have been together 10 years. We have done, and still do various drugs together. We smoke weed on a nightly basis together. We have a great marriage... period. And its not because we do recreational drugs together. So dont even begin to come at me with that angle when/if you decide to respond.
My wife is bi-polar. If you dont know anyone with this... you have no idea what its like. It has made my life, at times literally a living hell. When things are good, they are great. However, when things aren't going well with her on X day... all I can do is say "boy... " and just shake my head. I cant even try to explain it to you.
That being said. You have no idea what my wife is like when she is having "an episode". I used to be a very very high-strung cat. I took up smoking after I finished playing football in college and it mellow'd me out a ton (I actually began smoking to help me sleep because I have the craziest back problem you could possibly imagine, which provides me with many many sleepless nights... but thats a longer story). Now, I dont care how mellow I may have become now that I am a little older (27) and consistent weed smoker (only after work in the evenings)... but whenever anyone is phsyically attacking me and screaming in my face... I dont take that shit too well.
My wife often times looks for anything to start a fight for no reason whatsoever. And like I said, if you dont know anyone with bi-polar dissorder... and I've lived with her for 10 years now... you have no idea what fighting or arguing with a completely irrational person can be like.
That is why this is the
only thing I have ever hidden from my wife. I dont want us to get into an argument and her say its because im on
this or
that and all hell break loose. Im 27, and ive done 4 cycles including the one I am currently on.
You think that in my situation, I would want to give my wife any kind of fuel for that kind of fire? No thanks bud. And until you've lived with it, you have no clue period. So dont sit there behind your monitor and try and judge me because I hide my steroid use from my wife. I have good reasons and its not to "keep fine pussy around". She'd Dick-whipped bud...not the other way around.
I tried to break my relationship off with my wife many times, because living with this shit man... your life is a god damn roller coaster. You wanna talk about being kept on your toes? You have no idea what you are going to come home to on any given day of the week.
I said my wife and I have been together 10 years... we've only been married since this past new years eve. This is because up until this point, I wasnt sure this was the type of life I wanted... or could handle for that matter. I wanted to make sure I, we... were ready, in all aspects. Financially, mentally, emotionally... I needed to be sure. Because there's been so many times in the past where all I've wanted to do is seperate myself from this type of situation.
Believe me man... Im not some ugly fuck who does gear to get girls man. I have no problem in that category. So before you start spoutin your mouth off , you might wanna make sure you know all the information before looking like an ass.
Have a nice day.... its nice outside and im taking my "fine piece of ass" out to play putt-putt cause thats what she wants to do.