hey brotha, i know how ya feel, it hurts letting go if your still atached, i guess love is tough most of the time, what ya need to do is put away everything you have that reminds you of her, put it in a box and put it away fro a long time, or better yet, burn it. I know this sounds harsh, but you have to make your self realize that if theres no chance your going back ITS OVER. im not being mean but ive spent a lot of time in this situation and im still going through it, the less you have to remind you of her the better off you will be, sometimes its hard because when your in love you cant really see past that, all you see is love, but if you can take a step back from it all for a while and just take a break you will start to think a little diffrently about it, almost like just a friend moving away and eventually you will move on. as a friend once told me, when you love your dog and he dies you dont stop loving him, but usually you get a new dog, and you start to love that dog, eventually your love will all be invested into your new dog and you will remember the good times you had with your old dog but they wont be as painful. it was somthing like that anyways, i was high at the time haha but it sounded good. anyways, as much as it might hurt you have to put your self out there and keep looking. you just have to know all things happen for a reason, and there is always somthing better down the road, you just have to take get out there and take a chance or you might just miss it, i promise you. take care buddy, spare time is your worst enemy.