ok ill be going into my 4th week of my test/deca cycle. my bench press went from 235 for 8 (before my cycle) to now 185 for 7. im eating more than i was before and taking my meds to sleep at night. ive been training for over 7 years and i have a good idea of what im doing. ive never been the biggest, strongest guy in the world but have always worked hard and seen gains. im at 450 mg/ week of test cyp and 300 of deca and ive seen more gains than this when i was taking creatine and protein and only eating 4 times a day. doing chest today and losing this much strength over the last few weeks is really scaring me. what would you guys do if you were in this situation? ive checked out my gear and the BAN numbers match up on the QV web site and ive gotten good gear from this source before. ive been posting a lot of shit like this lately so i understand if you guys are getting pissed i really dont care if you talk shit on me either because im so far at the end of my rope that i dont even wanna live anymore. i cant belive this is happening.

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