bluetwistedsteel67
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This should probably go in pics of members but I'm looking for advice so here it is. I am depressed and can't decide what to do. Normally I have my bulking and cutting planned out but I have lost my focus a little bit. Not in the gym, I'm still consistant and train with good intensity it's just that I look like shit right now. I'm at that point that I'm too lean to feel fat and too fat to feel lean (if that makes sense). Do I bulk or cut? I just don't know and it's pissing me off. I need an honest critique and my skin is thick enough to hear honesty so just throw it out there. I don't have aspirations to get to 240 and 8% but I can't stand being in limbo like I am. I feel flat, if I bulked I'd look fuller and if I got I'd have more seperation. If you were in my shoes what would you do???
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I swing +/- 20 - 30 lb every time I compete. That's brutal.