No, I have just been dumped. I just realized that he never really allowed himself to get close to me. Maybe he was afraid. Maybe I was to intense for him. Maybe he just wasn't the one. He's gone back to his ex. She is basically a complete opposite of me. Fair skin, blonde, 8 years older than myself, even tempered, a nurse in training at 32 years old, she's a daddy's girl, still. BORING!!! Have you heard that song that goes "your leaving me for an UGLY girl". She's not ugly, far from it, but to me she's an ugly girl. I'm 24, dark hair, tanned skin, dark eyes, sensual, expressive, INTENSE, & a personal trainer. He said that I seduced him. I was the exotic, erotic girl he longed for. She was boring him to tears. Maybe he felt intimidated? Maybe she was a sure thing and I wasn't? Maybe I was too much for him. I think he always felt like he could never satisfy me. Anyway, I need a new lover.