seriously, if you are in a downward spiral, pull out of that shit!!! Start concentrating on things in your life that are positive. Any aspect of your life can change quickly, it is not hopeless, death is a permanent solution.
Take it again. Nothing is impossible to learn. Hell, if some bone-headed professor who wasn't good enough to get a job DOING what he learned so he has to TEACH what he learned was able to learn it, why wouldn't you be able to?
MattTheSkywalker said:
4. Family health issues...hope not bro but usually that doesn;t make one want to pack it in.
Like Matt said, I hope this isn't the problem. I know what it's like and it's not a good feeling at all, but like he said, this isn't usually the cause of massive depression. One is usually more worried worrying about his family than he is about letting himself into massive depression.
I'm almost certain it's a girl. Give her a kick in the ass and send her off to hell... no puny human being is worthy of one's depression.