i would love to tell them, but i know how they would react. i will eventually tell them, but now is not the time. the shit that just pisses me off is that most people know that i use, and now every time we get into a weight lifting conversation, i am always the one picked on. i try to educate, but ignorance has set in. one of my friends was getting teased because he's small, and he looked at me and said, at least i'm not fat. i am not fat, but i'm not cut either. i replied and said, what's easier to do, get big or get cut. build muscle, or lose fat? he replys with " you cheated" and just kept going with it. everyday i get shit, I HATE WHERE I LIVE! sorry guys, i've had a bad night, i just can't wait to move to cali. thanks for letting me vent.