I feel so weird.

[Lumberg]

I sit and stare vacantly at the papers on my desk, or my computer monitor, my mind rolling yet empty. My heart beats hard yet I feel very subdued.

My thoughts (if you can call them that, perhaps feelings is a better word) continue to revolve around a concept of self-pity. I know it is a negative feeling, yet I feel like this is a sort of grieving period, a stage I have to get through. I almost feel as though I’m asleep and I need the rest. My positive energy and drive are on vacation.

I have no motivation, no will to move forward and do work. I want to simply sit and stare into space and feel sorry for myself until it is time to go home. Then I will hopefully mail out some packages and go to bed. But perhaps I will blow off even that, in the same way I have blown off pretty much everything today. I’m in a funk.

I’m in a funk and the feeling just needs to wear itself out. A new beginning will dawn, I have faith in that. Just not now. Just not now.

 

[danielson]

like you said,it willl get better...it just needs time

if it doesn't...just change what is getting you down in your life...a change of job or lifestyle may do wonders

 

[jerkbox]

i feel ya brother.

 

[Smurfy]

I sit and stare vacantly at the papers on my desk, or my computer monitor, my mind rolling yet empty. My heart beats hard yet I feel very subdued.

My thoughts (if you can call them that, perhaps feelings is a better word) continue to revolve around a concept of self-pity. I know it is a negative feeling, yet I feel like this is a sort of grieving period, a stage I have to get through. I almost feel as though I’m asleep and I need the rest. My positive energy and drive are on vacation.

I have no motivation, no will to move forward and do work. I want to simply sit and stare into space and feel sorry for myself until it is time to go home. Then I will hopefully mail out some packages and go to bed. But perhaps I will blow off even that, in the same way I have blown off pretty much everything today. I’m in a funk.

I’m in a funk and the feeling just needs to wear itself out. A new beginning will dawn, I have faith in that. Just not now. Just not now.

Im sorry youre in a funk. That is never fun. I think we've all been there in one way or another. You'll get thru it. Do something that you know will make you feel better.

 

[Lumberg]

Im sorry youre in a funk. That is never fun. I think we've all been there in one way or another. You'll get thru it. Do something that you know will make you feel better.

Hmmm.......wanna come over?

 

[flexygrl]

Everything heals in time. I know it that is not what you want to hear, but it is the truth. Everyday that goes by will be easier than the day before. If you want a shoulder to lean on, then I'm your girl. I'm not going through the same thing, but what I went through is almost akin to a severe loss. I feel your pain.

 

[Gymgurl]

I hate the funk.......you'll snap out of it....(((((HUG))))))

 

[velvett]

Ah been there.

Slow time to get a flight out of there.... but they come, eventually.

 

[Lumberg]

Problem is the thing that is causing me to feel this way is not a one-time thing like a breakup, it is an ongoing situation.

Either way I will persevere. I remember thinking to my self as I got on the Metro today, when I am on my deathbed and look back at this time in my life, how do I want to remember it, particularly how I reacted? That's when I realized what the right thing to do is.

 

[Gambino]

The problem with funks is when they extend...I'm going on a two-week funk, it starts to feel good after a while...

 

[vinylgroover]

Go to a dance party or rave.

Nothing better than having the beat go through you and letting your body move you. The most exhilirating experience outside sex.