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I can't be happy ...

sk*

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No matter what happens, I keep getting sad. They give me medications and it still doesn't help much. Don't even know who to go to get support cause whoever I talk to I just make them depressed. I am not even sure what exactly keeps making me depressed but something does. No matter what I do I go back to the same place, just depressed. :(

-sk
 
Drunken_Weasel said:
Sounds like me man.. I'm fucked up in the head... weeee!


lol @ weeee!

Hang in there bro, we all have our ups and downs. Whenever i feel down, i just go out with some friends. Its amazing how much they can do just sitting beside you saying nuthing.
 
Japanese machine said:



lol @ weeee!

Hang in there bro, we all have our ups and downs. Whenever i feel down, i just go out with some friends. Its amazing how much they can do just sitting beside you saying nuthing.


weeee! = exactly how I feel right now.. one big high pitched weeeee!..
anyways.. when I go out with friends.. I get more depressed.. because one of the friends always brings his gf.. and they are always all over eachother... im just stupid like that..
 
sk* said:
No matter what happens, I keep getting sad. They give me medications and it still doesn't help much. Don't even know who to go to get support cause whoever I talk to I just make them depressed. I am not even sure what exactly keeps making me depressed but something does. No matter what I do I go back to the same place, just depressed. :(

-sk

Hey bro, I'm 38 and have been that way my whole life. Don't let what others think bother you. You are a unique individual. I know what you mean about getting others depressed and not wanting to. Reality tends to do that.
 
That's exactly how I felt when I was younger. I was never able to be happy no matter what I did. Being with friends did not help very much either. I was 18 had a excellent job making alot of $$$ for my age and was in very good shape, but I always felt like shit. I went to the doctor and he gave me some prozac who destroyed my appetite and made even more depressed and lazy as hell. I then remebered reading an article about testosterone working as a anti -depressant in some. I decided to shoot myself with 200 mg's weekly 2 times per week for at least 8 weeks and see what develops. Well To my surprise. I felt totally happy and reborn again. I had a shit load of energy, I always felt like doing something, I gained over 10 lbs of lean mass and my confidense increased by at least 1000%. I also started meeting more and more girls thanks to my new feeling of confidense. I actually had the feeling of being on top of the world. I felt invinsible and noting could ever bother me ever again. I loved the euphoric feeling test was giving me (Test is the miracle drug that has changed my life forever. I will never be the same person ever again thanks to test. My life has dramatically changed for the best. My business life and personal life as well. I think that docs need to start prescribing more and more test therapy as an anti depressant. Because for me it has given me a new positive meaning to life like never before. My conclusion is that if you suffur from severe depression it can be greatly due to having low test levels. According to my experience it was . Get your test levels checked and find out. :elephant: :supercool
 
why does everyone expect to be happy? maybe for some it's not possible. Try going to a 3rd world country and live there for a while. When you come back, you'll be happy.
 
Beat up someone much smaller and weaker than yourself. When you have crushed his (or her) human spirit by the severity and duration of your violent assault, you will pity his (or her) inferior status. This state of mind will increase your overall feeling of superiority and thus have a positive impact on your current mindset. Also, you will begin to understand that, in all honesty, you yourself could be made someone's bitch at any time and will become more elated each day that passes without having your ass handed to you.

:rolleyes:
 
The Nature Boy said:
why does everyone expect to be happy? maybe for some it's not possible. Try going to a 3rd world country and live there for a while. When you come back, you'll be happy.

I was born in one and lived there for ten years. Used to be much happier there than here. :rolleyes:

-sk
 
Big Johnson said:
Beat up someone much smaller and weaker than yourself. When you have crushed his (or her) human spirit by the severity and duration of your violent assault, you will pity his (or her) inferior status. This state of mind will increase your overall feeling of superiority and thus have a positive impact on your current mindset. Also, you will begin to understand that, in all honesty, you yourself could be made someone's bitch at any time and will become more elated each day that passes without having your ass handed to you.

:rolleyes:

Okey Dokey.

-sk
 
sk* said:


I was born in one and lived there for ten years. Used to be much happier there than here. :rolleyes:

-sk

you know what, I think for the most part that is true. life is more simple there than it is here. you get what you can and you're happy about it.
If you want to feel better about yourself, go volunteer once a month and help those that are less fortunate. It takes some effort, but it'll make you feel better.
 
The Nature Boy said:


you know what, I think for the most part that is true. life is more simple there than it is here. you get what you can and you're happy about it.
If you want to feel better about yourself, go volunteer once a month and help those that are less fortunate. It takes some effort, but it'll make you feel better.

Not everyone has the same interests bro, I would get bored out of my mind helping "the less fortunate" cause I don't believe in such a thing. Everyone has the same opportunities, noone is really less fortunate.

Mine is more of mood swings, today I am much much better but yesterday it seemed like nothing could make me happy. I layed down on my bed and was starring at the sealing and couldn't sleep for a very long time, finally fell asleap at 4:30am or so.

-sk
 
the secret to being happy is to just be happy... accept what you cannot change and change what you can... see the big picture and don't get caught up in day to day events. I was screwed over at work one time and my boss apologized and asked why i wasn't upset about it... i told him they didn't pay me enough to get upset and i fi wanted more i would go somehwere else and get it... laughed and went away... i knew in the big picture that it didn't matter.
 
Fina will do that to you, bro. I felt like killing myself after a 12 weeker of 50mg/day. To date, fina is the only roid that made me crash like that.

Is there a woman behind all of this, perhaps? Here, lay down on this couch in my office. Tell me about your mother...
 
Big Johnson said:
Fina will do that to you, bro. I felt like killing myself after a 12 weeker of 50mg/day. To date, fina is the only roid that made me crash like that.

Is there a woman behind all of this, perhaps? Here, lay down on this couch in my office. Tell me about your mother...

Been off of fina for a long time and I used to be much worse before I started steroids, if anything they have helped me.

My girl loves me, at least I got that.

-sk
 
sk* said:


Been off of fina for a long time and I used to be much worse before I started steroids, if anything they have helped me.

My girl loves me, at least I got that.

-sk

Ahhh, classic avoidance of the real issue. Tell us about your mother.
 
No one has a shorter temper than me. If someone speaks to me the wrong way, or annoys me, i snap. My mom calls me a demon and threatens to send me away. Something is really wrong with me in the head, and i wish i knew what it was. :(
 
WizKid25 said:
No one has a shorter temper than me. If someone speaks to me the wrong way, or annoys me, i snap. My mom calls me a demon and threatens to send me away. Something is really wrong with me in the head, and i wish i knew what it was. :(

You put on the hat in your pic the wrong way.

-sk
 
yeah, i was on antidepressants all through high school, my heads fucked up too. I have no ambition to have a girlfriend, i want to, but have been through so much shit in the past, verbal abuse, depression, i'm kinda bitter towards a lot of shit, and i can't seem to get on track. i come close sometimes, but always am reminded of my shitty past regularily. i want to put it all behind me, but i think i'm emotionally scarred.
 
look at how ironic that last post looks, with my sig after it.
hahahahhaa!!:)
 
sk* said:


Not everyone has the same interests bro, I would get bored out of my mind helping "the less fortunate" cause I don't believe in such a thing. Everyone has the same opportunities, noone is really less fortunate.


oh well then, enjoy not being happy.
 
The Nature Boy said:


oh well then, enjoy not being happy.

I am better now, I came three times in my girl since yesterday night. I am sure you all wanted to hear that.

-sk
 
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