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It is 4:30 my time not sleepy at all.
I am the only one still up around here?
- Thread starter superqt4u2nv
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What were you up to tonight?
What were you up to tonight?
Sun is starting to rise I am still up. This never happens on less I am rollin.
mountain muscle
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Not the only one QT I just got back from work and wired as all get out even though my legs barely function from leg day earlier. So I am having a screwdriver to try and wind down a bit....
BTW how about those Avs and Leafs???
BTW how about those Avs and Leafs???
GoldenDelicious
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lol just finished watching the sun set 
now im trying to jam some new sheepskin seatcovers on my carseats....damn things are tight as hell!! good thing they feel so smooth
dont you love it when the cost of buying new sheepskins is cheaper than drycleaning the old ones? ri-diculous.
now im trying to jam some new sheepskin seatcovers on my carseats....damn things are tight as hell!! good thing they feel so smooth
dont you love it when the cost of buying new sheepskins is cheaper than drycleaning the old ones? ri-diculous.
tuc biscuit
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Werd said:
what were you drinking? just sat at home doing some beer bongs is what I am thinking
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BrothaBill
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Werd said:
SO just drink some more poison, or better yet a terminater like arnold schwarzenegger, hair of the dog.
Did you know that all medicines are a poison, they act to inhibit a specific biological process.
I like to inhibit the reuptake of dopamine myself
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BrothaBill
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Werd said:Ummmm now my head hurts even more! THANKSALOT!!!
LOL just doing me part
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BrothaBill
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Vitamins, specifically vitamin b is excreted to help rid the body of alcohol. Many alcoholics are vit b deficient and that is the first thing they give them in detox is a shot of vit b. SO take some vitamins and some orange juice and wait for the wonders that will occur. OH and always think positive, it also helps with a hangover!
Werd
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thanks.... I already feel better since I drank a lot of fluid. (OO a big swig was OJ!) I know that hangover is also due to dehydration.
I'll rummage for some vitamins...
Actually this isn't the world's worst. But this is as close as I care to get. I had two big screwdrivers. I am really small, don't eat enough and I know I wasn't properly hydrated so a little alcohol effects me HARD. I don't like feeling sick AT ALL as I spend a lot my time sick anyways... but last night I just really really really needed a break from reality.
I'll rummage for some vitamins...
Actually this isn't the world's worst. But this is as close as I care to get. I had two big screwdrivers. I am really small, don't eat enough and I know I wasn't properly hydrated so a little alcohol effects me HARD. I don't like feeling sick AT ALL as I spend a lot my time sick anyways... but last night I just really really really needed a break from reality.
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BrothaBill
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Werd said:
Thats great, I hope you had a nice break from the stress of it all. Since the dawn of time man has sought to find a way to take a break from reality. I heard some where that is why some like alcohol too much b/c evolutionary we found fruit fermenting/rotting and we have a thrifty gene that was passed to eat the fruit incessantly, as much you can to store the energy. So it follows that there is a trigger that allows for the brain to dump more dopamine than normal and blah blah
I just got up who missed me? First person to ask who I am gets a punch!
TheOak01 said:
You asked for it!
Frothing Zagnut said:
Must turn avis off so I can make fun of Foaming Homo!
Werd said:
Werd it is happening! The twins are shrinking!
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BrothaBill
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Werd has it that masturbating makes you stare at the sun. Or something along thosse lines. The end result is always the same. You fall out of love or something,; I thinkk Im messing all these up!
Werd said:Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Warned ya Sugarplumb.... The only way to have large hooters and be lean is to buy a set.
FUCK no masterbating.... I paid some bills and loaded the dishwasher and now the damned family is home!
Truth is, I was too depressed to go to town anyways....
Yeah I am going to have to start saving I am way to used to having big boobs. They seem smaller to me but I guess not to others. Customers at the bar last night were still talking to my boobs and not me.
Damm girl to down to masturbate. I am sending you a cyber hug wish I could give you one in person
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BrothaBill
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Easy girl!!! I just heard that girls our runnig out!! More women according to CNN are disinterested more and more with sex. Damn!!superqt4u2nv said:Yeah I am going to have to start saving I am way to used to having big boobs. They seem smaller to me but I guess not to others. Customers at the bar last night were still talking to my boobs and not me.
Damm girl to down to masturbate. I am sending you a cyber hug wish I could give you one in person
Come to think of it its just the same old same old since High school..
Uh oh!!... I Want more, I just realized
Werd
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superqt4u2nv said:Yeah I am going to have to start saving I am way to used to having big boobs. They seem smaller to me but I guess not to others. Customers at the bar last night were still talking to my boobs and not me.
Damm girl to down to masturbate. I am sending you a cyber hug wish I could give you one in person
Thanx...
Funny thing about me. I used to be a very touchy-feely person, very warm and social. I am still outgoing, but extremely reserved in a sense, in that I dont want anyone to touch me anymore... I only want my kids to comfort me. I would like to be able to allow people to hug me, but I can't. I have trouble calling people and even when people call me or email me sometimes, I purposely don't answer and I don't know why. It isn't that I am ignoring them, I just pull away.
The one thing I am most private about, is my pain. Some might think that I am very open, but I am not. There is a tremendous amount that I hide from everyone... I play it in my head or and over again.
It was nice to be able to go to counseling and be HEARD and BELIEVED and UNDERSTOOD.
There is a very small number of people that I am trying to reach out to, but I know that there is something wrong with the thoughts that I am having so I try not to overburden people. Who wants to always hear negative shit every time you talk to someone?
I just had a very bad weekend, a lot of stressful shit ahead, but I have to try to believe that in the end it will be good. So much needless pain for nothing. I just don't understand my ex. Why is he doing this? All I ever wanted was a divorce.
I asked the counselor if "my story" was shocking? Her answer?
NO.
It was suggested that in addition to my individual counseling, I try group therapy to hear of other women, how they are coping and how they are solving the delimas they are faced with. I and my children, sadly, are not alone....
I might try it sometime in the future, but for now I can't think of it. I am still too ashamed of how I allowed all of the events of my adult life transpire. Even though I would be in the company of women who understand because they got themselves into far worse situations. I am just not strong enough yet to talk about these things with everyone.
Werd
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Thanx 4 the karma note SuprQT. I'll email you some pics from the weekend. I tried really hard to smile... but I failed, ended up crying a lot. My ex's family sitting right there purposely keeping my children from me acting as if I wasn't even there and they weren't fucking on my children - totally unaffected. They are all pieces of work. One of them... A FUCKING NUN!! That bitch had to be nudged by her underling to turn around, shake my hand and offer me an expression of peace. Her fucking brother beat my ex MIL till the day she died and she condoned that, so why am I so surprized that she would condone and fascilitate her nephew's (my ex) treatment of my children?
My children were not allowed to wear the dresses that I bought them. The headpieces that I made for them were covered under ugly veils.
One woman stood up for me. I was her favorite. She was married to my ex's father's brother (she is SIL to that cunt nun). She offered me the sign of peace and smiled at me, gave me a kiss. I whispered to her that everything is not as he makes it to be. She said, "I know that dear." Then I told her that I should go because I didn't want her to be in trouble. Her answer? "I make my own decisions. I know what I am doing. I still have all of my faculties, you know!"
I tried not to cry. My ex was right there and heard it all. So I changed the topic and said that I was glad that it was such a nice day for the children. She agreed.
My children made their first holy communion and I was not allowed to participate AT ALL....
It's all good.
The evaluations are in and all the shit my ex has been saying about me - turns out that HE is the one that is crazy! Unfortunately because I gave up the protection of the law once we have to wait for him to do something else before we can have it again.
The good news is that he won't hurt the kids physically anymore because he knows he being watched.
We will find a way to make this ok...
My children were not allowed to wear the dresses that I bought them. The headpieces that I made for them were covered under ugly veils.
One woman stood up for me. I was her favorite. She was married to my ex's father's brother (she is SIL to that cunt nun). She offered me the sign of peace and smiled at me, gave me a kiss. I whispered to her that everything is not as he makes it to be. She said, "I know that dear." Then I told her that I should go because I didn't want her to be in trouble. Her answer? "I make my own decisions. I know what I am doing. I still have all of my faculties, you know!"
I tried not to cry. My ex was right there and heard it all. So I changed the topic and said that I was glad that it was such a nice day for the children. She agreed.
My children made their first holy communion and I was not allowed to participate AT ALL....
It's all good.
The evaluations are in and all the shit my ex has been saying about me - turns out that HE is the one that is crazy! Unfortunately because I gave up the protection of the law once we have to wait for him to do something else before we can have it again.
The good news is that he won't hurt the kids physically anymore because he knows he being watched.
We will find a way to make this ok...
superqt4u2nv said:Yeah I am going to have to start saving I am way to used to having big boobs. They seem smaller to me but I guess not to others. Customers at the bar last night were still talking to my boobs and not me.
Damm girl to down to masturbate. I am sending you a cyber hug wish I could give you one in person
Geez I guess not everyone looks in your eyes when they talk to you like me
Why wouldn't they let you be involved?
Your ex's family is making a big mistake by treating like this especialy with your girls around. They will no doubt pick up on this and end up resenting the memebers of his family that are so cruel to you.
I loved the last pics of you and the girls they are so cute.
Bigdawg1468 said:Geez I guess not everyone looks in your eyes when they talk to you like me
I would ask you what colour they are but you have been quized on it so much you know by now.
There was a lot of creeps in the club last night so not the normal blues crowd and they were cheap to.
Next weekend is suppose to be better. I think I am going to have to ask to work the raves more I don't really want cause of the hours but the money is sick. I was tipped $10 on a glass of water once I don't think he was looking at my eyes either but at least he tipped well! superqt4u2nv said:I would ask you what colour they are but you have been quized on it so much you know by now.
There was a lot of creeps in the club last night so not the normal blues crowd and they were cheap to.
I had the time of my life at hte club I was at last night. I haven't had that much fun in a long time! Spent over half the night on the dance floor, easiest way in the world to meet woman if you know howw to shake it.
Now if I would have just wrote names on the papers instead of just numbers LOL.
Dial_tone said:
Do you see me as only boobs or only ass?
Werd
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Bigdawg1468 said:Email me pics first remember
Can't wait to see how your babies looked.
It was great to hear you laughing so much last night goofball
Things will be alright soon and you can be doing more of that
Gosh, dont let me get near a phone after a few screwdrivers! LOL It was like I called every person that I have been putting off calling for two weeks! I was even going to call Eqypt (my future exhusband Adham) but I was too messed up to punch in all the fucking numbers on the card! LOL
I'll email the pics when I have a chance. It's a large file. My BIL got all of us to smile and there are a few pics where we dont all look like we are at a funeral.
SuperQT that shit with my exinlaws is just par for the course. We have been going through this going on year 4. I have not seen anyone from that side of my girls' family since I split with my ex. What is wrong with that picture? Do they honestly believe that they can treat ME like that and have my children NOT resent them? My sister and BIL have continued to treat my ex the same as if we were married. Even after all the shit he has done to us. One reason: HE IS THEIR FATHER.... not because he deserves that title, but for now that is it. My BIL is an EXCELLENT male role model and I will be 100% sure that I never EVER bring another man that is even remotely like my ex around them ever ever ever again. Hence, all the therapy. Who knows? I might even get "unfucked up" before my ovaries fall out! hehehehehe
Bisous
bowling ball nutz
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Dial_tone said:
WORD!
