hey bro, congrats on beating the illness, now lets get big. never get discouraged, everyone starts somewhere myself @ 150 of pure bones.. but don't hate you genes make them work for you... you need to eat way more than 4k to gain weight more like 7-8k a day.. a serving of weight gainers 2hrs after breakfast would be a great addition to your diet.. you need to eat eat and eat.. eat clean bro.. the only way to gain weight for you is by fixing your diet then juice.. if you juice now and dont fix your diet.. after you get off the juice you are going to loose ALL your gains..