OLOLOL man I tell you what...... That stuff you read is a dramatization. It's not all pretty and happy and shit. It's not The Soprano's either. Shit is hardcore man. Lets just say your chances of living are slim. Plus it's not a healthy lifestyle. You get caught up in sheot you wouldn't even dream of. And the drug end. You know it happens. Could you live with the fact that little crackwhore suzy who was 14 died smoking the sheot one of your dealers sold her. Put yourself in those parents shoes. Not cool at all.
But don't let me bust up the fantasy. I dream of it too...... LOL.