supersizeme
New member
Ok so I'm sitting here eating one of my two remaining cups of Ramen noodles while I type up this post, and I really need some advice from other people just like me who are going through a difficult period in their lives. I have been unemployed for going on three weeks now and times are really starting to get rough for a brother like ssme. Depression is starting to settle in full force and some days I find myself lacking the movitation to get into my Mercedes S500(or even the AMG E55) both of which sit on 20 inch rims, punch in the address of the unemployment office on my navigation system and head off to collect my unemployment check. Often I find myself on that balcony you see in the upper lefthand corner of the picture overlooking the sea(which is not more than a stone's throw from the balcony) gazing out at the clear, blue water wondering, "What did I do to deserve getting served a shit-sandwich w/extra doo-doo in life?" It's like it never stops raining on my parade.
There are some days when I'm hanging out in the west wing of my villa waiting for the phone to ring with some hope that it's a recruiter wanting to set me up with an interview for my dream job which will one day lead to me finally "making it." And then I realize that I can no longer take the deafening silence of the phone not ringing so I retreat to the east wing and engage in some mindless activity like tossing a handful of ancient Aztec natural emeralds into one of my Ming vases one by one. But that gets old after about five minutes. Some people will never know what it's like to have to leave your house because you can't afford to keep the air conditioning running and be forced to hang out on the deck of your 68 foot Sun Sport yacht hoping to catch a breeze coming off the sea until it cools down enough that you can go back inside. I am fighting the tears just telling you all this, but this is reality, people. This kind of humbling reality check can happen to any one of you at any time, and I wouldn't wish it on the worst of my enemies.
I just need some sort of advice or comforting words from anyone who is going through hard times like myself. Maybe just a "Hey, supersizeme, everything's going to be OK."
Thank you and God bless.
There are some days when I'm hanging out in the west wing of my villa waiting for the phone to ring with some hope that it's a recruiter wanting to set me up with an interview for my dream job which will one day lead to me finally "making it." And then I realize that I can no longer take the deafening silence of the phone not ringing so I retreat to the east wing and engage in some mindless activity like tossing a handful of ancient Aztec natural emeralds into one of my Ming vases one by one. But that gets old after about five minutes. Some people will never know what it's like to have to leave your house because you can't afford to keep the air conditioning running and be forced to hang out on the deck of your 68 foot Sun Sport yacht hoping to catch a breeze coming off the sea until it cools down enough that you can go back inside. I am fighting the tears just telling you all this, but this is reality, people. This kind of humbling reality check can happen to any one of you at any time, and I wouldn't wish it on the worst of my enemies.
I just need some sort of advice or comforting words from anyone who is going through hard times like myself. Maybe just a "Hey, supersizeme, everything's going to be OK."
Thank you and God bless.
