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satanic goatslayer
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Dear Clueless in California,
Stab the bitch in the throat and take her shit.
- Satanic Goatslayer
Stab the bitch in the throat and take her shit.
- Satanic Goatslayer
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it don't matter where you live mang. put her in the trunk and drive the car off a cliff. you don't deserve to be treated SECOND best, now do you? if someone that says they love you doesn't put you on the pedestal, than you have to find out what love is.
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Frackal
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Kill her.
Seriously.
Seriously.
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Frackal said:
I don't know why she ain't dead yet?
This girl has very differant ideas about sex and relationships than I do. She and I have really no friends since we just moved to this area- now she usually has guy friends(she is bi, by the way) and the one guy she used to hang with that I liked- this guy Sam, he was ok, didn't try to mac on her, well....she told me she offered to fuck him while we were still together(this is a couple years back)-he turned her down and she said she probably wouldn't have done it anyway but damn. I was shocked. She never officially cheated since we were broken up when she fucked that other guy. She kissed a girl or two but I dont care about that. I asked her tonight if she was planning on communicating with the guy she says she likes- she said she was so I said then I am out of here, so she starting acting like she isn't sure if she is going to talk to him or not. I said that if she does or plans to then that is total disrespect for me and then its over. Now she is still uncertain, she wants a little time to figure out if she wants the one path(me and our life-she is also my drummer by the way) or the other path(on her own, "fresh and new" as she puts it, and also no doubt that other dude-he coincidentally she says also has a band and asked her to play-too fucking cute.)
She has been fighting herself with this for a few months she says. It is obvious that is true because during the morning today she was being really mean and bitchy to me....last night we were fucking like rabbits. By the way, this girl does everything for me that Kronk gets if you know what I mean. So....maybe I am pussy whipped or something. She keeps going back and forth, realizing I am right and that I am the man, then switching back to being mad and wanting out....its nuts.
Now, meanwhile I am left sititng here.....no car, no friends(they all live back east), all my money goes to "our" bills, no savings and fuck, I am scared. My band is close to finally getting where we want and if she dumps me then that will back me up 6 months at least. Why would a girl not want to be a rockstar? She says she wants to but she is not sure what she really wants. Do any girls know what they want? The boyfriend who I have loved for 3 years or the new guy I have known for 2 months.....it is crazy that she would see that as a legit choice. On the one hand we do love each other deeply and when its good its great and she really is what I live for- she truly is a wonderful and caring person,but all I want is a fucking girl who won't cheat on me(not that she has "technically")!!!Why is that so fuckin hard, I feel like a chump because I have been faithful. I did um...a little something when we broke up but I didn't tell her and she wouldn't mind anyway. It is really confusing, she says that if I was into another girl she would want me to go be with her if it makes me happy and that I would come back to her if it was meant to be or whatever. That is crazy to me. She says she has no problem being faithful when she is happy-well...she has been unhappy for awhile. I told her if she wants to bring girls in to our situation that's fine but no freakin guys. I cant deal with that shit. Bad enough knowing she fucked that asshole before and lied to me about it. Of course, had I know I would not have gotten back with her and she knew that-told me so in fact. I feel like all the sudden I am realizing my girlfriend is a ho. She really isn't but that creeping feeling is there- "is she thinking of him when we fuck?" that kinda shit goes thru my mind and I told her that- she has been with 20 guys or so she says, she is 23 so you make the call on that. I mean shit, I met her at a club and we fucked pretty quickly after that. So I guess, what do I expect?!She has said this herself. She said that is how she was but not necesarrily how she IS now. I have been with maybe 15 girls and I am almost 29. Not that she is a slut but she says she likes excitement every once in awhile, so I say keep it within the relationship.
I feel like she is going to go fuck this guy and not tell me then realize she fucked up and want me back. That has been the pattern. I dont blame her for being stressed because of the last 8 months or so and I dont blame her for wanting something new but this is really hurting me like I had never imagined. I have been through this before and the last time a girl left me after 3 years she had been boning a guy from work for A YEAR!!!! So....could be worse.
Like I said above, the weirdest part is that we have been really having allot of really great sex and been getting along quite well since this shit went down a few days ago so she might just decide to stay with me, however how do I then deal with this? It is like when we first dated, we went to the movies and I parked in the back of the underground garage and threw her in the back seat and pounded her out- she loved it. It is so messed up...I am having the time of my life getting freaky and also my heart is ripping out....fuck, the only thing good that is coming out of this(besides allot of pussy for me) so far is that my song lyrics have been fierce this week.
I am glad we both came clean about the past but now how do I look at her? She can be faithful, but does she want to? Onl is she is sure about me. She said if she decided to be with me she will jump with both feet and work on the problems that caused this in the first place......how far do you go for someone you love? We really do have majorly conflicting ideas about sex. We are great together but damn, do all girls go around dreaming about fucking guys besides who they are with? Maybe I am the clueless one....feel like that sometimes.
Sorry this is so freakin long...this shit is tearing me up....I am confused and angry and feel numb inside. She could flick a switch in her brain and stop this madness. I dont have many people to talk to about this and maybe writing this will help me sort out what is going on inside my head. I fel like I am spinning. I cringe at the thought of more days of this. I am stuck and I am feeling like I am losing my mind. I am living in a Tool song right now.
"You see. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom."
She has been fighting herself with this for a few months she says. It is obvious that is true because during the morning today she was being really mean and bitchy to me....last night we were fucking like rabbits. By the way, this girl does everything for me that Kronk gets if you know what I mean. So....maybe I am pussy whipped or something. She keeps going back and forth, realizing I am right and that I am the man, then switching back to being mad and wanting out....its nuts.
Now, meanwhile I am left sititng here.....no car, no friends(they all live back east), all my money goes to "our" bills, no savings and fuck, I am scared. My band is close to finally getting where we want and if she dumps me then that will back me up 6 months at least. Why would a girl not want to be a rockstar? She says she wants to but she is not sure what she really wants. Do any girls know what they want? The boyfriend who I have loved for 3 years or the new guy I have known for 2 months.....it is crazy that she would see that as a legit choice. On the one hand we do love each other deeply and when its good its great and she really is what I live for- she truly is a wonderful and caring person,but all I want is a fucking girl who won't cheat on me(not that she has "technically")!!!Why is that so fuckin hard, I feel like a chump because I have been faithful. I did um...a little something when we broke up but I didn't tell her and she wouldn't mind anyway. It is really confusing, she says that if I was into another girl she would want me to go be with her if it makes me happy and that I would come back to her if it was meant to be or whatever. That is crazy to me. She says she has no problem being faithful when she is happy-well...she has been unhappy for awhile. I told her if she wants to bring girls in to our situation that's fine but no freakin guys. I cant deal with that shit. Bad enough knowing she fucked that asshole before and lied to me about it. Of course, had I know I would not have gotten back with her and she knew that-told me so in fact. I feel like all the sudden I am realizing my girlfriend is a ho. She really isn't but that creeping feeling is there- "is she thinking of him when we fuck?" that kinda shit goes thru my mind and I told her that- she has been with 20 guys or so she says, she is 23 so you make the call on that. I mean shit, I met her at a club and we fucked pretty quickly after that. So I guess, what do I expect?!She has said this herself. She said that is how she was but not necesarrily how she IS now. I have been with maybe 15 girls and I am almost 29. Not that she is a slut but she says she likes excitement every once in awhile, so I say keep it within the relationship.
I feel like she is going to go fuck this guy and not tell me then realize she fucked up and want me back. That has been the pattern. I dont blame her for being stressed because of the last 8 months or so and I dont blame her for wanting something new but this is really hurting me like I had never imagined. I have been through this before and the last time a girl left me after 3 years she had been boning a guy from work for A YEAR!!!! So....could be worse.
Like I said above, the weirdest part is that we have been really having allot of really great sex and been getting along quite well since this shit went down a few days ago so she might just decide to stay with me, however how do I then deal with this? It is like when we first dated, we went to the movies and I parked in the back of the underground garage and threw her in the back seat and pounded her out- she loved it. It is so messed up...I am having the time of my life getting freaky and also my heart is ripping out....fuck, the only thing good that is coming out of this(besides allot of pussy for me) so far is that my song lyrics have been fierce this week.
I am glad we both came clean about the past but now how do I look at her? She can be faithful, but does she want to? Onl is she is sure about me. She said if she decided to be with me she will jump with both feet and work on the problems that caused this in the first place......how far do you go for someone you love? We really do have majorly conflicting ideas about sex. We are great together but damn, do all girls go around dreaming about fucking guys besides who they are with? Maybe I am the clueless one....feel like that sometimes.
Sorry this is so freakin long...this shit is tearing me up....I am confused and angry and feel numb inside. She could flick a switch in her brain and stop this madness. I dont have many people to talk to about this and maybe writing this will help me sort out what is going on inside my head. I fel like I am spinning. I cringe at the thought of more days of this. I am stuck and I am feeling like I am losing my mind. I am living in a Tool song right now.
"You see. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside.
Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive
at the bottom."
