Help! Am I done with Gear forever???

[Maxx Out]

Wow, thanks for all the support guys. I've decided to go for a second a opinion on this one and see what another doc has to say. Not that i think my bud is wrong, just want to see what others say. I tried to overcome my anxiety/panic attacks at a party i went to tonite. Let me say it wasn't as bad as it could have been. I was actually enjoying myself until somebody shouted out that it was birthday, and the BAM! I felt as if everybody was staring directly at me and everyone just stopped what they were doing. I nearly puked. My girlfriend knew that couldn't be good and she took me outside. i was literally shaking outside. That's kind of what i mean by it getting worse.
As far as my cycle goes (i was due to start OCT. 1), i'm going to start it with the intent on finishing it and see what happens.
Thanks again for all the support guys. You have been true iron bros.
cheers

TxR, alot of what u explained used to happen to me. I can say that after years of fighting with it I finally have supressed it but not totally. It's not nearly as bad as it used to be but at times I still have those moments when I have my head down at a party and I think everyone is starring at me and talking about me and I get nervous and short of breath. That's when the panic starts to set in, but I'll just go outside and get some fresh air and "talk to myself", explaining that it's all in my head and to cut this bullshit out. Everthing usually gets better from that point.

The point is u don't need any drugs to help u get over this, just think of it as training an area of your mind to get stronger---like a lagging body part, it's just gotta catch up.

 

[hamper19]

Sorry to hear that TxRugby, but take it with a grain of salt. The mind is a very powerfull thing and much of our depression and anxiety is not what I would call a condition of being. Its more a matter of how we see things, our perspective and the way we think. You can learn to change your perceptions and the way you think, just like you can build your body, and in time, you can develope new ways of thought and perception and basically retrain your mind and get rid of anxiety.

I totally agree with this. I have been diagnosed w/ depression and social anxiety several times. Got meds, but didnt really take them. You have to learn how to cope with things, and like zyg said retrain your mind into new ways of thinking.

Know yourself and your mind...you can work wonders.

h19

 

[sathanas]

I started to get really severe panic anxiety about 5 years ago on a cycle of test.It progressed to agoraphobia.Eventually I started to take Effexor and the condition cleared up almost completely.I have since cycled steroids,mainly d-bol and winstrol and I find they actually stabilise me further mentally.Increase dosages slowly if you're gonna cycle to assess tolerance.
I've come off the Effexor a couple of times and the withdrawal effects are mainly dizziness for a couple of weeks and a huge increase in appetite.I've felt the need to start it again those times but plan to try to stop it permanently soon.

The KEY to master anxiety attacks is to face it,to say:"here it comes but it will soon pass"Eventually you get less and less anxiety.

It is hard but be tough.There is always light at the end of the tunnel.

 

[The TEST of Truth]

Here is my two cents: I have a theoretical cure for you. Keep in mind that this is only THEORY and what I would do IF I WERE YOU.
1. Try ur new medication for ur condition. See how u react to it. Then get back onto the juice. If you really feel that it gets in the way, then try changing what u use. If it still interferes, then drop the juice, at least until u feel significantly better, if possible.
2. How about trying some juice that makes u more aggressive to help ur condition. Let me see, i believe fina, dbol, and halotestin might help. maybe u can change that nervousness into agressiveness, and next time u r in a big group, try to be aggressive and compete for attention. keep a positive attitude and remember that ur the biggest one there (even if ur not).
3. if u dont have a good girlfirend / wife, get one. Get someone who loves u and makes u feel good about yourself. Find someone who will get ur confidence up, and that u feel very comfortable about. go to large groups with her, and hold her hand if it helps. focus on her if u get worried.

4. good luck!

 

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The body and mind are one unit. Do something to one, it effects the other. Bottom line.

 

[Audio8]

How about trying some juice that makes u more aggressive to help ur condition. Let me see, i believe fina, dbol, and halotestin might help. maybe u can change that nervousness into agressiveness, and next time u r in a big group, try to be aggressive and compete for attention. keep a positive attitude and remember that ur the biggest one there (even if ur not).

Though this may cure one thing, it will breed a new problem. Don't feed agression. It is the vexation of the spirit.

 

[horsePOWER]

you ARE the man! dude if u captained your football team and ur rugby team u just have to be the shit, just have to be. i bet a lot of people speak pretty highly of you.
i myself am very shy and dont like big crowds of strangers but i dont get nervous. only when my college profs. randomly call on me in the middle of class. OMG i swear my blood pressure triples. i guess thats kinda like what these sort of disorders are like.

hey man, only the strong survive, and it sounds like ur a fighter

 

[sathanas]

you ARE the man! dude if u captained your football team and ur rugby team u just have to be the shit, just have to be. i bet a lot of people speak pretty highly of you.
i myself am very shy and dont like big crowds of strangers but i dont get nervous. only when my college profs. randomly call on me in the middle of class. OMG i swear my blood pressure triples. i guess thats kinda like what these sort of disorders are like.

hey man, only the strong survive, and it sounds like ur a fighter

No,no a real anxiety attack is so bad it cannot be described.It has to be experienced.You feel like you could kill yourself to get relief.

 

[BeGoodAL]

Have you ever heard of the amino acid called GABA?

Get some and try it out. It is an amino acid that often is discounted as unimportant. It works for those who's body chemistry has a deficiency of it.
Dosage, 500mg two to three times per day, before the meal.