i actually like it.. not just shoveling shit.. but everything that goes along with the farm and the horses.. from brushhogging.. to plowing.. to fitting up the fields.. to bailing hay..... to feeding/watering/putting in/out horses every morning and night... putting up fence.. etc etc.. i dunno.. there's just something gratifying about it.. i mean i like california and hawaii and every other place i've been.. but i always felt like i needed to be doing something.. besides work, school, working out, and going to the beach or starbucks.. i can't just sit around and watch t.v.. or take a nap.. or whatever..