you know another thing Warik, you wana know whats its like to abort your own baby. It is not an easy way out my friend. You go there alone, you and your GF (wife) whatever, often times it is a room full of kids haveing kids. And you sit there, silent cause everyone senses what goes down in the other room.
Then they call you GF and tell you, you can't come with her. So you sit by yourself, waiting. You can't take it any longer so you go outside to get her a power bar and water, cause you know shes going to be tired and what not. And then it hits you, and you burst out in tears, because you know that at that very moment IT has happened and even outside it was like getting struck by lightning. Something you have created is now gone, its a feeling that haunts you.
So you go back in and your once cheerful smiling GF comes out, her face is pale and lifeless. You walk her to the car, no words are said. Then when you get in, she starts crying hysterically...Rain ironically is now pouring down on the hood of the car. She does not want you to touch her, shes lost, something from inside her was torn away and shell never trust the same.
So you take her for a milkshake (something to make her smile) and then drive to the highest point you know, on this mountain she explains to you what happened. The coldness of the steal., the pain. the crys and the holding of the nurses hand while some strange man has opened you up...strait out of horror movie, and all you can do is blamb yourself for ruining two lives, cause she was never the same...inoccent came and left her in a hurry that day.
so you live with that the rest of your life and then tell me its the easy way out.
Fuck man if you can take 2 pills now, do it. Its better then the above or haveing a kid at 17 with parents who can't even afford diapers.