I train in mma but i have a drinking problem. i've got major social anxiety problems and have a condition that the doctors say is called spasmic torticollis. alcohol has worked for me better than any prescription medication for both of those period end of story.
recently i've spoken to someone that has told me ghb would be better for me than the drinking being my job involves heavy labor and i train. ... and too much alcohol does decrease testosterone output which is no good for my active lifestyle.
ghb is hard to come by so i hear and so is gbl which is a key ingredient of the recipe i would like to explore.
not asking for a source in the u.s. but where do i START my search? either a legal substance will kill me by the time i'm 40 or i'll find an illegal substance somehow that might allow me to live longer and better.
recently i've spoken to someone that has told me ghb would be better for me than the drinking being my job involves heavy labor and i train. ... and too much alcohol does decrease testosterone output which is no good for my active lifestyle.
ghb is hard to come by so i hear and so is gbl which is a key ingredient of the recipe i would like to explore.
not asking for a source in the u.s. but where do i START my search? either a legal substance will kill me by the time i'm 40 or i'll find an illegal substance somehow that might allow me to live longer and better.