Yah bro, i had all kinds of depression and shit for a real long time. I had to stay away from gear and everything due to my body being so fucked up. I could not even workout. My doc at the time was a real cock sucker and not helpful.
It was seriously the worst experience of my life. I had always been fit and in damn good shape and competative in sports. I stayed in bed for months due to being chronically tired and having no energy. My entire life went to hell. I wanted to kill myself, for real. I had a pistol permit and was prepared to use it.
I wore about 4 sweat shirts and a jacket everywhere I went, even in July!
I looked like a retard in many aspects. I am good now though!