Feeling Mortal...

[Citruscide]

So, I've been clean now for a little while and I have to say, I'm feeling a bit mortal... By clean, I mean... no jiggity no juice.

Time to get back on the wagon?? Don't mind if I DOOOO!!! Has anyone ever wanted to just hit the sauce so hard it drives them into the ground?? I"m feeling self-destructive about now... perhaps I should take a step back and re-evaluate what I'm about to do.

C

 

[addickt]

So, I've been clean now for a little while and I have to say, I'm feeling a bit mortal... By clean, I mean... no jiggity no juice.

Time to get back on the wagon?? Don't mind if I DOOOO!!! Has anyone ever wanted to just hit the sauce so hard it drives them into the ground?? I"m feeling self-destructive about now... perhaps I should take a step back and re-evaluate what I'm about to do.

C

Perhaps you should quit being a pussy and start being a pin cushion.

 

[frorider6]

I'm reconsidering my 75 mg Fina EOD cycle. Starting to think that should be an every day thing. Fuck all the people who start asking "Dude, you on steroids or something?"

 

[Citruscide]

I love being a pin cushion... I was trying to stay clean to give my body a break, but then I realized I don't want to live forever!!!

I was thinking 5000mg/week test, 2000mg/week EQ, 100mg/day Dbol and maybe some Fina at the end of 150mg/day.... You think that will blow me up or kill me? Right now, I really don't care... I just want to feel the pain again... pain lets me know I'm alive... i haven't felt any in a while...

C

 

[addickt]

I'm reconsidering my 75 mg Fina EOD cycle. Starting to think that should be an every day thing. Fuck all the people who start asking "Dude, you on steroids or something?"

If they have to ask , then you arent taking enough. Steroids are a terrible thing to waste.

 

[OMEGA]

I"m feeling self-destructive about now... perhaps I should take a step back and re-evaluate what I'm about to do.

C

why do you do one of those nice long gradual cycles of Sustanon or something to get that gradual buildup to get huge?

then slowly come off

kind of like a pyramid start slow build up then come off slow.

do like a 6 monther.

but be sure to use hcg mid cycle to keep the boy working , and nolva for the boobies


although do not have much experience under my belt, I have seen plenty of body builders do these types of long cycles and recover fine, and actually keep alot of gains...just food for thought

 

[addickt]

I love being a pin cushion... I was trying to stay clean to give my body a break, but then I realized I don't want to live forever!!!

I was thinking 5000mg/week test, 2000mg/week EQ, 100mg/day Dbol and maybe some Fina at the end of 150mg/day.... You think that will blow me up or kill me? Right now, I really don't care... I just want to feel the pain again... pain lets me know I'm alive... i haven't felt any in a while...

C

You can go "off" when you are dead.

That wont kill you but I can guarantee that your soldier will have some saluting problems after 5,000 mg of test a week....

That is a lot of test, I would also suggest throwing in large amounts of rec drugs to keep your liver and kidneys on red alert.

 

[Citruscide]

I've thought about the slow gain cycle... over 6 months... then I thought about what would build me up and, at the same time break me down the most? Which would cause me the most problems? I felt that blasting myself until my heart/brain exploded would be the best way to punish myself the hardest...

Ain't life grand?

C

 

[Citruscide]

You can go "off" when you are dead.

That wont kill you but I can guarantee that your soldier will have some saluting problems after 5,000 mg of test a week....

That is a lot of test, I would also suggest throwing in large amounts of rec drugs to keep your liver and kidneys on red alert.

Kidneys/Liver??? LOL That's what transplants are for. Seriously, I have some things to take for the kidney's and liver... I also doubt I'll be taking 5K of Test a week... I'm just trying to think of a way to push myself over the edge in more ways than one... I couldn't think of a better way to end it all.. .the fact it could all come to a fast end gives me a rush... I'd rather burn out than fade away.

C