yes bro welcome to the world of bodybuilding at its worse.Its something me and every other guy out there has to go through year in year out if competing.
Tired,pissed of with the simplest things getting you down,looking like shit feeling the same as you look,pissed off with people asking you "Are you alright,you look terrible are you sure you havent over done the diet.I could go on but this is how it is so get with it and learn to cope with it because this is the sport there is know sport like it in the world.