end-of-cycle and operation

[GaryWary]

I feel like shit. Started clomid therapy properly on Sunday... I had an operation Monday and was pretty much fed nothing throughout my stay in hospital... this had added to the post-cycle shitness. The weight seems to be falling of me... and i feel so weak and unconfident (cannot even talk to people without getting emotional). Please give me some guidance here - all these feelings are normal post-cycle? I am going to feel ok again soon?

 

[GaryWary]

How long is this likely to last?

 

[Nimrod25]

Surgery is gonna make it much harder. That with clomid will make u very emotional. Just stuff your face bro and relax. U will be back to normal in a few weeks.

 

[GaryWary]

cheers.

I have decided to do a 2nd cycle at xmas.. just 7 weeks long, and consisting of:

200mg primobolan per 5 days.
250mg test per 5 days.
15mg dbol per day.

or therebouts........

I just want another 10lbs....

I can't talk to anyone at the moment without getting all emotional. Clomid and hormone-crash has left me feeling odd.

I daren't look in the mirror... I look muscley, but not as muscley as a few days ago...

 

[Nimrod25]

Clomid makes me feel like crap as well, I become very sensitive, and my self-esteem goes to shit. However, a few weeks later I look in the mirror and realize I have not lost much at all.

 

[GaryWary]

I just found my tape measure to prove that I was shrinking... yet it shows I am the same size... this is fucking weird... I look smaller - yet I am still the same size...

Is this clomid stuff really necessary? Can you not use any anti-estrogen -

After all, if clomid is not the LH producer many once claimed it was - why use it? Its sides are fucking awful... Sure I feel empathy with females... Fucking insane... No wonder they watch Ally McBeal and other shit on tv!!!

 

[Nimrod25]

As androgen levels decline clomid stops the inhibition of the HPTA by estrogen allowing things to slowly get back to normal. Nothing else does this. You could have tried HCG during the cycle to get your balls going, but it is too late now. Just ride the clomid out. Once its over you will wonder what the hell u were complaining about.

 

[Trevdog]

Best wishes for a swift recovery. Keep your chin up. If you are losing muscle, you will probably get it back when you can train again.

What kind of operation did you have?

 

[liquidanny]

This is where before and after pictures are great. Yes, you will lose some mass post cycle but just look at where you started. The key is not to think a few days ago when your veins were ready to pop out of your arms.
Also I think creatine and ZMA are great when you are off. ZMA really does well at raising natural test levels while creatine will reduce the weight loss deficit.
Post cycle sucks...always. Its almost like you have to get yourself psyched up for it when you are on.

 

[CRAZYPITBULL]

I'm on my second day of clomid,and yes,it sucks.Having to go through your operation during clomid therapy had to be really tough.Keep a positive attitude,and look forward to your next cycle.