Did first AAS at 15...

[trickyballa3]

Before I start I want to make it clear that I'm the first person to tell a teenager to never touch an AAS till 24-25. This thread isn't geared towards you guys telling me how I fucked up because I know I did and now I'm looking for guidance and advice as to what I should do now. I already scheduled an appointment with my doctor (blood work)and an endocrinologist for next week.

I grew up in a town in Texas where football is literally a religion - a very competitive environment. I took H-Drol at 15 and since then have done about 7 pro hormone cycles (never took PCT too serious), 1 cycle of d-bol/TestE, and 1 cycle of Ostarine and LGD. I now play on a college football team and without AAS I get no gains or even have motivation in the gym. To continue playing at the high level I'm playing at I need an AAS this summer. Trust me after I see these doctors maybe they'll change my mind and get my test levels back to normal and I'll stay away from everything if I see that my motivation and gains come back when all natty.

This summer I plan to do a Anavar and Test prop cycle.

Prop weeks 1-8 / 100 mg EOD
Var weeks 1-8/ 100 mg EOD
Arim weeks 1-8/ .25mg EOD
N-Acetyl Cysteine 600mg daily

PCT 3 days after last prop pin - Clom 75/50/50/50 nolv 40/20/20/20 Ostarine 20mg ed for 4 weeks

Yeah I know you guys are going to say you're crazy for doing another one, but I'm almost at a point of no return if I want to keep playing football at the high level I'm playing at

Please feel free to reply to this as honest as you want, because honestly you won't hurt my feeling if that's your intention with your response to this. I'm just looking for some honest help here.

Getting my blood work done next week, I'll let you know the results.

 

[stevesmi]

what are your current stats?

 

[trickyballa3]

what are your current stats?

19 years old. 5-9, fluctuate from 185-190. 11% body fat. Athletic build, not body builder.

 

[trickyballa3]

Also... I'm not familiar with these peptides and research chemicals besides GW, MK, LGD, and S4. If there's any out there that will help my athletic performance recovery, growth, etc (you get idea) -- please let me know! Thanks guys

 

[Race121]

No AAS advice for under 21, so I'm not touching that part of your post. But, for some reason the rest of your post struck a chord with me.

Today's society is so much different than when a lot of us "vets" were growing up. The pressure on both boys and girls to look a certain way is causing much of the "problem." Throw in the performance aspect for boys, unreasonable expectations for what it will do for college/pro prospects and there's the root of all these weekly new posts by kids not knowing jack about what they're doing or getting into. Hell, I played college baseball right before the steroid explosion in MLB. If AAS would have been the difference between my college career ending and even 1 year of minor league pro-ball I'd have been all-in, no questions asked.

So, Balla, yeah you've made some bone-headed moves but caught me in a benevolent mood. I'm not gonna rip on you for that. Thanks for the post as it gave me a better understanding of why we see so many posts, consistently every week, like yours.

See what you can get out of the next couple years w/o the AAS. There
are some vets on here that are the most knowledgable I've seen with modern, non AAS performance enhancement. Best wishes.

 

[Francofranco]

First of all been there and know how frustrating this may feel for you. Part of what's going on is aas usage is being tested for and it's illegal. That can be a huge burden! This has a detrimental effect on athletes especially those who come accustomed to this way of training involving aas usage. So my friend like a child relying on a mothers milk you have accustomed your mental and biological endocrine system to rely on a synthetic source to balance this system. Now is the hard question do you want to attempt and possibly improve this part of yourself or are you going to choose to suppress yourself further? Hard question and even harder answer because you will have to make a commitment then the adjustment to going the natural route can be difficult transition. You're very young and it's possible you will get some good news at the docs and with therapy you'll recover. Now mentally you have to understand the ball game will change . You'll need to develop patients because aas usage vs natty have different growth rates and this is where many of my young athletes fail. Strength and recovery, like many aas users, will change. Good news, again you're young... You may bounce back fine. Then IMO being natural for sometime(Years) contemplating your collegiate and professional career maybe able to cycle aas healthy with pct. So bro it's not the end of the world, main thing be positive. Stay strong mentally and at your age you have plenty time to correct past mistakes and make a better future for you. This is all my
Opinions and experience so take it for what it's worth to you. Good luck son.

 

[trickyballa3]

Hey, thank you fellas a lot! I really appreciate those sincere responses. I will be sure to let you guys know what the doc says and my next move to get ready for this upcoming season.

 

[WolfpackAlpha]

You started too young and you're still too young, we need to close this up.

Your best bet is to stay away from steroids completely and stay natural.