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coryriffel011

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I know its not the cylce I am on as of now, but I keep having past thoughts of my EX!(Cycle:d-bol&Test) I cant get her out of my mind! Its been six months now but I cant let it go. The loss makes me work out harder and harder, and I continue to look better and better and also get bigger and bigger, but my question what does it matter if you cant share your hard work with the one that you love and in my case still love and cant have? We seperated after four years together, I went to a differnt school because of sports, and at the time we had a mutual seperation, and she just jumped on the bandwagon of a new guy within FIVE MONTHS of being seperated!!! I gave it my all and everything for, FOUR YEARS, as much as I could give! Now I feel like what I gave was nothing and did nothing for her! I am only trying to vent! Thanks to all of EF! I didnt know where else to did it at, thanks again, this helps me from freaking out and crushing the other guys face just for my own personal reasons and yes the wrong reasons I know, but at this point this is the only thing that I can think of that will make me happY! Ya sounds crazy but, F$%$% I am crazy!! What to do?
 
P.S. I am in Colorado, if any wants to watch, I am so close to it, I know it sound very unreasoable, but the jealousy factor is the only that goes through my head at this time, and in the past couple of months! Sorry cant stop talking, but need advice?
 
Life is a lot bigger than you and your dealings with this girl. Go out and look around and see what the other 5 billion people are doing. Within that -- you'll find new, even better people. Such is life.

While you're doing that -- pre-occupy yoru mind and time with activities that make you happy. Sitting at home moping ain't it. Doing something productive is.
 
i just went thru something very similar. sorry to say, but i don't think she loves you anymore. you've got to do your best and try to move on. i'm not saying start dating, only do that when you know its right or you'll just treat the next girl as a rebound, which isn't fair to either of you. props to you for staying vigilant and doing something you enjoy. a lot of people will stop doing those things while in a state of regret or loss. you must keep doing/trying the things that make you happy. and please stop obsessing over this girl. you can't make someone love you. and it's not fair to you to keep having these strong feelings for someone who is not reciprocating. there are a lot of women you haven't met that might change your world forever, in a good way.
 
Am I wrong in assuming you are relatively young? You want actual useful advice? Get over it. Cold turkey. It's obviously not easy, but letting it ruin your life is just childish. Throughout your life you will be faced with MANY more challenges and circumstances easier and worse than this - are you going to let all of them destroy you mentally? Might as well start working on handling these things better now.
 
KillahBee said:
Am I wrong in assuming you are relatively young? You want actual useful advice? Get over it. Cold turkey. It's obviously not easy, but letting it ruin your life is just childish. Throughout your life you will be faced with MANY more challenges and circumstances easier and worse than this - are you going to let all of them destroy you mentally? Might as well start working on handling these things better now.
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agree 100%.

good advice, killah
 
Good advice.......if continues to interfere with your life go see a therapist and get you stuff straight
 
Young? Ya 24, thanks again to all, its just more of those needing to vent type of things, with a little advice. Thanks to all, I know what the answer is, its just tough, when you have feelings like that! Thanks again
 
TTT, Thanks to all for the great thoughts and advice, I know its soon but I have finally met a girl that lives for the same thoughts and goals that I live for, to be healthy and live a great life, I know its soon, kinda but I am not treating this as a rebound, but I beilieve this has helped me move on and actually see women in a totally diff, way thanks again to all of EF for the advice and thoughts!!! I am taking it one step at a time, but oh my gosh letting myself vent to people that are about the same goals and lifestyle that I am about, has helped me, so much, thank you to all!!!
 
fuck man, this is one of the toughest things in life to deal with, there isn't much people can say that will make you better, it will just take time. Try to start living your life one day at a time, you'll start to enjoy it more and more as time goes on.
 
One thing that I can say is that the as, does make it a lot better, I might sound dumb for saying this but being on and dedicated to what I am doing in all matters of life helps so much. The (Test @ 850 and the D-bol kicker has helped me through this whole situation more than you could ever think!! It makes sure that my diet is in check and that I work out until I almost drop a certain lifestyle measure!! Its the only true thing that has be able to keep me level in this situation, besides the new so-called girl that I am interested, and she even talks about taking as, to get her where she wants to go! A fitness model!! So all and all, even if this doesnt work, or if its a rebound, its finally putting me where I want to be, in a different class of people, thanks for all the advice EF forever,
 
glad to hear it man.

I went through a similar thing last summer and EF saw thread after thread from me talking about it. I was pretty fucked up.

I ended up getting back together with the chick, which from what I understand, is rare.
 
Thanks for the advice and and from your past situations Lestat, it helps bro, it really does, just to hear that other people have been in the same situation and actually admitt it. Hey Bro thanks for being so understanding she has her own website, and her new boyfriends website linked together!!! Can I hit you up with the PM? So you can tell me what you think about it? First things first her new boyfriend has a fitness part of his website! And the first question he was asked was, I am a 145 pounds and I work out all the time, and I cant gain weight! What am I doing wrong? And her new boyfriend the new fitness guru responds with, have you tried creatine? It is found in steak, and some people have biased opinions about it! Ya it causes bloat, and when you get of you will fill the difference! I have emailed him so many times, telling him his answer is wrong and that the kid that asked him the question, is not taking in enough protein! I say this because this is the usuall prob with people who cant gain weight!! Bro just let me know and I will hit you up with the sight, and you can also see a bunch of great pics of my EX!!! Thanks for all the help and great words of knowlege!!!
 
Cory, let her go and her new bf, My ex from colorado just got 3rd at the USA's in fitness, we used to live together. You know what? I am damn proud of her and hope she gets her pro card. The girl before her broke my heart after 3.5 years and I get updates on her and pictures of hers kids all the time, with the guy she broke up with me for. You know what? Great for her! I Hope she has a great life and perfect family. Colorado is filled with beautiful women. Take care of yourself and whoever you are with, work towards your goals and take the past as a learning experience.
BTW where in Cherry Hills are you? I grew up just south of CC res. In the Hills.
 
are you lonely??? have your life in bars pursuing sins of the flesh?? are you sitting naked in a bean bag chair eating cheeto's?

if this is you please pm me,Ill give you the info you need to be happy for 1000$
 
Mountain Muscle, thanks for the great words, I want to put it to death but it keeps popping up in my mind and my surroundings, I live off of South Franklin 5300 S. Franklin to be exact!!
 
coryriffel011 said:
Mountain Muscle, thanks for the great words, I want to put it to death but it keeps popping up in my mind and my surroundings, I live off of South Franklin 5300 S. Franklin to be exact!!
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I know Franklin, grew up on 10912 E. Progress ave.
Next time I am in Denver we are going to raise some hell.
 
Bro, keep me on your list and for sure hit me up next time you are in town!!! I have always wanted to meet some one from EF, that shares the same views and is into the same kinda lifestyle that I am into! Thanks again bro, almost time for me to go off to work!!!
 
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