I know you do not want to hear this but..........
I would wait till you had something else like EQ, deca, test, fina etc.. The whole purpose off bodybuilding is to get big and keep your gains, not puff up and then deflate. Also you made no mention of arimidex, novaldex or even clomid, hell that scares me. Take a little more time and think really hard about what your goals are and what the possible sides are to reach your goals and prepare youself correctly.
Also when taking orals it is important to have, milk thistle, cranberry extract, primrose oil, saw palmento these things help your liver, kidneys and prostrate to function normally.
I also think that 30mgs a day is plenty until you see how you react but without the above mentioned items don't even think about it.
I hate to preach but I would also hate for someone like yourself to permantely screw his body up, due to lack of preporation, use the search function and do some research, it is in your best intrest.