LOL I just woke up, and re-read this whole thread with a fresh mind, and I think there's just a very HUGE misunderstanding around going on around here. I just want to clarify that when I said that I want to "gain weight", I simply mean gaining strength and a few pounds of quality muscle. As I stated in my first post, I do gymnastics. I can easily do tumbling and backflips and somersaults and STRENGTH stuff on rings like muscle up, iron cross, back lever, front lever, etc. I just need to gain more strength to do a lot tougher level skills that require massive strength and perhaps an inverted cross.
I know the steroids I listed are not considered bulking steroids, and I don't want to get huge. If I gain even 3 lbs of muscles during my cycle, I'd consider it a success. You guys will rarely ever hear of a gymnast doing bulking steroids cause it reduces flexiblity, proprioception, and body awareness in space. I need the extra strength and vascularity. I'm not trying to gain massive weight cause the extra weight you carry in gymnastics will not help you at all and will affect your center of gravity and your ability to overcome gravity. How many bulky person do you see do gymnastics? I rarely see any, and when I do, they are terrible and don't do it gracefully. Not everyone who wants to take steroids just ONLY hit the gym and lift weights or have the same desires and/or expectations.
I do a rigorous weightlifting and bodyweight training routine and a bulking diet. Although with good intentions, a lot of you guys here are just very dogmatic in your beliefs. Scientistists used to debate for a very long time whether light was a wave or a particle, and it turns out that it is BOTH a particle and a wave. Just be open minded to the possibility that both people can be right. I love you guys cause I know y'all are sincerely trying to help, but seriously lol. You guys can't realistically and honestly expect one principle to apply to every single person on Earth, with no exceptions.