Hahahaha. I feel you bro, tren is some brutal shit. I get the exact same way. My g.f. told me I was "emotionally numb" when I was taking it and extremley laxidazical about everything. Stuff either royally pissed me off or I didn't give a flying fuck about it...there was no middle ground. No laughing, no smiling, just clinched fists and a pissed off look on my face. However, due to the fact that fina is dirt cheap and I'm a broke college student I'll be running it again in a couple of weeks here along with some sust.