Well Amber is refusing to even talk to me today. Its one of two things.
1) she has decided this is not going to work, and thinks it might be easier to just end it without us talking abotu any of it, sicne she is going to be 7 hours a way in two days, and not coming back
2) she hasn't sorted out her feelings and will talk to mebefore she leaves hen she decides what she wants
In the mean time, I'm just sitting around, been talking to friends on the phone, and all of them are trying to drag me out to party tonight to get my mind off of things (they are all girls of course), and one of them is going to come over in a little while to just hang out and watch a movie to make me feel better about all of this.
Yeah, I am a drama queen, but maybe that is why I get along with women so well.